haklisin tabi.burda insanlar farkli,dil , din ,irk farkli nekadar san iyi olsalarda kendi ulkenin insanlari kadar seni anlayamazlar.burda iyi biseyler oldugu zaman hemen bozmak isterler, cekemezler.benimde sana durustce yaklasimimi biliosun belkide ortak yonumuz bu.
seni kaybetmek istemiyorum.sen nedense ferkli geldin bana.cogu yonumuz ayni dusunce yanimiz,sohbetimiz,fikrimiz vede duygularimiz.
kendimi senin yerine koydum ben vede dusundum sabaha kadar anladim kadariyla pek mutlu degilsin sen .
ama bana fazla anlatmiyosun anlatmak istemiyosun ben bunun farkindayim .eger benim icin katlaniyosan kendini uzme bole yaparak, hayat yasamaya deger her ne olursa olsun benim yuzumdende kimseyle kotu olmana gerek yok. eger ben iliskimi gizlemek istiosam bu inan benim icin degil senin icindir.senin mutsuz olmani uzulmeni istemem.diyorumya burda hayat cok farkli anliyorum seni eger bak yine diyorum benim icin katlaniyosan uzulme ben seni uzaktanda severim seni askim .
ONEMLI OLAN SADECE SENIN MUTLULUGUN. SEN HERSEYIN EN GUZELINE LAYIKSIN MELEGIM.SENI SEVIYORUM ASKIM SENI BIR OMUR BOYU UNUTAMAM UNUTMA.

 You are right, of course. Here people are different, their language religion and race are different. No matter how good you are they can´t understand you like the people in your own country. When good things happen here they want to ruin it at once, they can´t stand it. You know that I am honest towards you, maybe that is the thing we have in common.

I don´t want to lose you. You seem different to me somehow. Most things about us are the same, our thoughts, our chats, our ideas and our feelings too

 I put myself in your place and I thought about it until the morning. As far as I can understand you are not very happy. But you don´t explain it too much to me. You don´t want to explain it, I realise this. If you can put up with it for me, don´t make yourself sad. Do it like this, life is worth living. Whatever happens there is no need for you to be on bad terms with anyone because of me. If I want to hide my relatiopnships, believe me, this is not for my sake but for your sake. I don´t want you to be unhappy and sad. I tell you that life is very different here. I understand you. Look, I say it again, if you can put up with it for me, don´t be sad, I can love you from afar too, my love.

THE IMPORTANT THING IS YOUR HAPPINESS. MY ANGEL YOU DESERVE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU MY DARLING. DON´T FORGET I CANNOT FORGET YOU IN A WHOLE LIFETIME

Thank you so much for your hel Marion! Thank you so very much indeed!

You are very welcome