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ya aslında kendi halime yanıyorum. Yırtılamadık
ya = well [in this case]
aslında --> asıl [real,actual] + ı [its actual] + n [buffer n] + da [ at,in]
in its actual , in its real---> In other words ; Actually, In fact
kendi = self
hal = state, situation
hal + im = my state, my situation
halim + e --> to my state [Dative]
yan [burn] + ıyor [progressive tense] + um [person "I"] ---> I am burning
halime yanıyorum ---> this is a saying which means " To be upset with my own state, to be sad about the state I am in.
Yırt [ the stem of the verb " to tear " ] + ıl [ passive ] + a [able to ] + ma [negative] + dı [past tense] + k [ person "we,us" but in this case it is " I" as the speaker refering himself] --> so literally = I wasnt able to be torn.
But; it is used as slang word here as " the person who doesnt feel shame for his acts , who acts shamelessly , who doesnt care what other people think "
So the whole sentence would be ;
Well, In fact , I feel sorry for myself [for my state] as I couldnt get over this. [ I couldnt become a person who doesnt care what others think. ]
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