ben hic iyi degilim

morolim cok bozuk

kendimi hic iyi hissetmiyorum

buda beni uzuyor

bekleme benden sana fayda yok

ben şuan kendime bile bakamıyorum

cok borcum var burrada

yakında haciz gelir evime

odemezsem enaz 2 kisene yatarım papiste

olan bu (name)

sana daha fazala yalana gerek yok

suan durumum hic iyi deyil

buda beni geriyor

sana yardım edemiyorum

ben eve gidecem

I am not well.

I am deeply depressed.

I don´t feel good.

This also makes me sad.

Don´t wait. I am no use for you.

At this point I can´t even take care of myself.

I have lots of debts here.

Very soon the distraint is going to come to my house.

If I can´t pay I will be prisoned for at least two years. (I´m not sure of this part.)

It is no use to lie to you any more.

My situation is not good now.

It also stresses me

that I cannot help you.

I will go home.

amazing, amazing, amazing!!!

thanks, big help to me

Just a little question my dear abla

odemesem = is this ,if I dont pay

and

odeyemesem= if I cant pay

You’re right, deli. öde|mez|se|m is more like ‘if I don’t/won’t pay’ to be exact. And exact we are. Another example:

         Faturalarımı zamanında ödemezsem ne olur?

Thanks Abla