I am hoping that one day you will search for my name and read this.

umarım birgün sen benim adım aracaksın ve bunu okucaksın

I have tried to contact you

yoruldum seni aramaktan

. I wanted to talk with you only,

seninle konuşmak sadece istiyorum

to get some answers from you because I do not know why you have done this

senden cevapları alamak istiyorum ,çünkü ben anlamadım neden bunu yaptın

. You have suffered in the past because somebody left you

Geçende sen acı çektin yüzünden biri seni bıraktı

. You know how it feels to be inlove with somebody they leave you and theres no way to contact them. Bilirsin nasıl duygu aşık oldun ile biri , ve seni bıraktı için olmaz onu aramak

Why would you like me to suffer like this?

Neden sen beni tutulmuş olmak gibi bu istiyorsun?

You know how devastating it is, you know

how painful it is

Nasıl o acı?

. Feels like I am suffering because of someone elses mistakes.

Ben çektim acı yüzünden başka hataları

I am not the same as the woman from your past

Ben senin eski kadını gibi değilim

. I never will be, I could not hurt you.

Ben seni hiç incitimem

Love is not easy to find, its sad that you did not value my love for you.

bulamak aşk kolay değildir, üzügünüm için sen benim sevgim değer vermedin

The future was looking good for us.Every dream we had was close to reality and you let it

Wish you had told me you found a job, you know I would be happy for you.

You know I would have waited for you.

I could not tell my family , they are waiting for you this winter everybody is asking when will he come. My dad has your visa forms ..I dont know how I will tell them ...

Each plan, each dream has gone.

The only thing I am hoping for in this life is for you to contact me.

I am hoping that one day you will search for my name and read this.

I have tried to contact you. I wanted to talk with you only,  to get some answers from you because I do not know why you have done this. You have suffered in the past because somebody left you . You know how it feels to be inlove with somebody they leave you and theres no way to contact them. Why would you like me to suffer like this? You know how devastating it is, you know how painful it is. Feels like I am suffering because of someone elses mistakes. I am not the same as the woman from your past. I never will be, I could not hurt you.

Love is not easy to find, its sad that you did not value my love for you.  The future was looking good for us.Every dream we had was close to reality and you let it go. 

Wish you had told me you found a job, you know I would be happy for you. 

You know I would have waited for you.

I could not tell my family , they are waiting for you this winter everybody is asking when will he come. My dad has your visa forms ..I dont know how I will tell them ...

Each plan, each dream has gone. 

The only thing I am hoping for in this life is for you to contact me.