gidenden kalan

that which remains from your departure

gittin

you left

aklıma tüm ayrilik şarkılarını kazıyarak

all the songs of separation burning in my mind

bana verdiğini sarı çiçekleri gibi büküldü boynum

my neck drooped like the yellow flowers you gave to me

evin içinde kokun sızım sızım sızladı burnum

your scent penatrating within the house burnt my nose

gittin

you left

pazardan senin icin aldiğim çicekleri bilmeden

without noticing the flowers that I bought for you from the market

dolaptaki sütlaçları yemeden

without eating the rice pudding thats in the fridge

odanda eşofmanların kalmıs

yerden kaldıramadım

I couldnt pick up your tracksuits that have been left in your room

gözlüğünü portmantoda

your glasses on the hanger

kitaplarını masada unutmuşsun

alamadım

I couldnt take your books that you have forgotten on the table

uyudum yatağima kivrılıp ağlamadım

I slept I didnt cry or snuggle up to my bed

What remains from the one who has left.

Thanks Abla I thought that first but  because the word ne wasnt there it threw me anymore?

Maybe your ´that which is left´ is even better. What I wanted to say is giden is the person who left.

I very much agree with you. Maybe I would have organized the sentences in the end a little bit differently but you are the one who knows how they sound in English, deli.

bana düşen susmak ve bir daha ki gelisini beklemek

silence that falls on me to wait for the arrival again

hüzün çiçeği olsam da belli etmemek

although I am a melancholy flower it wont show

gittin

you left

ev bomboş

totally empty home

oda sessiz

silent room

televizyon öksüz

orphan television

bana düşen

that engulfs me?

çamaşırlarını yıkayıp odanı temizleyip

your clothes washed and your room cleaned

yeniden gelene kadar

until you come again

dimdik beklemek

to wait upright

belki de annelik bu demek

maybe this   also means motherhood

biraz hüzün çokça özlem

a little sadness missing greatly

ve beklerken bile sevmek

and to love even while waiting

yanında iken bile özlemek

missing even when with you

gittin

you left

sitemim yok

I dont blame

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