When I return back home I will search for the video and send it. I am now living  in Alanya. 

I believe Yilmaz changed a lot when he went to Uganda.

Me and him do not speak any more too. I have not seen him for 5 years.

Last month I visited Hatay, I was delivering aid to the Syrian Refugees.

I went to Serinyol for one day I just wanted to feel close to yilmaz, I went past your Grandfathers home, I wanted to knock on the door and say hello but I told the taxi driver to keep driving because I feared that the family would condemn me. I sobbed like a baby in the back of the taxi. I miss him more than anything. My only wish is that me and Yilmaz will be reuinted in the next life.