Konusmak istemiyosan yazmam bidaha

Please translate this and this:

Yazmiyimmi bidaha sana?

Quick?

 Quoting saragolubKonusmak istemiyosan yazmam bidaha   Please translate this and this:   Yazmiyimmi bidaha sana?   Quick? my try  If you don´t want to talk I won´t write again Shall I not write again to you

Konusmak istemiyorsun yazmam bidaha - do not be afraid to talk or write to me 

There is no afraid in the above text

The original text was istemiyorSAn  = IF you do not want  no istemiyorsun ( which is -  you do not want)

Konusmak (to speak) istemiyorsan ( if you do not want) yazmam ( i dont write) bir daha ( again/ one more time) = if you don´t want to speak I won´t / don´t write again 

I hope one day inshallah will forget Turkish

  What would Turkish say if I did forget it ?

Turkish would feel heart broken?