I saw a sadness in your eyes today when you talked about your marriage and your ex wife. Your marriage breakdown has left you feeling empty. It seems like you were let down but please don´t be sad and don´t let your bad experiences consume you. Love does exist even if it feels like it doesn´t. You will find your happiness and love one day with a person who deserves you. Don´t live with regrets every mistake is a lesson learned. You seem like a nice person. May you find your happiness once again.