There is no need for us to speak. I am speechless. I can´t believe what I found on your phone. You may be angry that I had your phone but I was trying to do something good, I wanted to send some pictures from my phone to yours. When I saw the video and pictures of a half naked woman on your phone my heart sank. You are full of excuses and lies, you said it is an old video but I saw the date and also the phone is new, you also told me that you had not slept with a woman for over a year so it really was quite a shock to see that. I have never expected anything from you apart from honesty, as I have told you before it is your life and I can not control the way you live. I had just hoped that you respected me enough not to do such a thing. I am a very open person and have nothing to hide, I can´t live with lies, trust is so important but you have proven to me that I can´t trust you. It is sad because I really liked you a lot and I wanted to help you with all the problems that you have, I never wanted you to feel alone but you do not show me any respect. I feel like everything we have talked about has just been lies. I admit after seeing the discusting videos on your phone I checked your facebook maybe this was wrong but at least I discovered the truth. All of your coversations are with women and it seems you call some of them every day which again means i cant trust you. As you said you dont care about me so there is no reason for us to talk. I wish you well and I hope you find what you are looking for, but please do not break someones heart.
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