Thanks for reading my post and for help translating.

sinirlerim ne kadar. yoklasa da ihanetin sınırlarını, ZULAMDA halâ tebessüm tozu var. GÜL desen, gülecektim oysa..

There should be no ´´ dot´´ after ne kadar ,as the sentence  is not finished yet at all . Let me first translate the whole sentence then i will seperate them apart don´t worry =)  . It says :  ´´ No matter how my anger examines the limits of betrayal , there is the dust of smiling in the poor . I would laugh if you only said , smile though .´´     

Sinirlerim , sinir means anger , we sometimes use it  the plural way even though it dont make a proper sense in English ;  -lar , -ler is the suffix of plurality in Turkish . 

Ne kadar means how much / how many  ==> We say ne kadar regardless  to countable or uncountable nouns It is all the same you won´t need to differentiate and choose , unlike in English .

İhanet : betrayal

Sınırlar --> limits 

Zülam ---> Well , I did not know this word as it is an ottomon word but thanks to you I overcomed this obscurity  ---> It meant poor people who hadnt have money in Ottomon times . It has no meaning in Turkish 

Halâ ---> Still

Tebessüm :  gently smile like you dont even show your teeth when doing this(noun)

Toz : Dust

To exist : var --->we use  this verb to say there is , there are 

*ZULAMDA

In the sentence, the word root is ZULA (not ZULAM).
ZULA means a secret store/place to hide or store something for later use.

Zülam is an ancient word- used in Ottoman Times.(by the way, the language used during Ottoman was also Turkish [ancient Turkish]). We can not say there is no meaning for the word- zülam now in Turkish. There are many... For ex: yoksul, parasiz, fakir, züğürt, and so on... 

First of all, this is one of the lamest sentences I have heard in a while. I think you are texting with a "depressed" teenager 

sinirlerim ne kadar. yoklasa da ihanetin sınırlarını, ZULAMDA halâ tebessüm tozu var. GÜL desen, gülecektim oysa..

"How much is my anger? Even if it comes near the limits of betrayal, I still have smiling dust in my stash. If you had said laugh, I would have laughed instead.."