TRANSLATION PLEAAASSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


I cant begin to explain to you what your selfish actions are doing to me. You are not nice to be around anymore I cant smile, laugh or talk anymore because I feel like you are judging me. I cant cope with your mood swings, you are inconsiderate and treat me and our daughter as if we are one big inconvenience for you. You choose to blank us out of your life whenever it suits you, just like we dont exist. You talk as if you are doing us a favour by spending one day of the week with us, why cant you appreciate the fact that you have got a family? instead of abusing my trust in you? You keep saying I keep complaining, what you mean by complaining is that my opion differs from yours , and what you are really trying to say is that im not entitled to an opinon. You really dont care that i am an emotional wreck at the moment do you? You enjoy putting me through all of this , you enjoy destroying my life. you have broken my heart into thousands of pieces i gave you my love and my trust but all you have shown me in return is hate. All the broken promises, all the lies, all the sneaking behind my back. You have never given us much but all I really wanted is some love and respect from you, but thats too much to ask for. I have always wanted you to have the best from life thats why i tried so hard to get your visa and when you finally got it I was delighted for you but you are still not gratefull for that are you? I have stuck by you through thick and thin when at times any other person would have walked away. You just always think life is tough for you, you should try being me for one day . You have turned the happy person i used to be into a depressed emotinal wreck. I dont look forward to anyhting anymore getting up in the morning is one big effort for me as i dread what the rest of the day is going to bring me. I wish there was a wy to take all this pain away.

Bencil hareketlerinin bana neler yaptigini sana anlatmaya baslayamam bile. Seninle birlikte olmak artik zevk veren birsey degil. Her hareketimi yargiladigini dusundugum icin gulumseyemez, gulemez ve konusamaz oldum.

Senin huysuzlugunu cekemiyorum, bana ve kizimiza sanki buyuk bir yukmusuz gibi davraniyorsun. Ne zaman canin isterse bizi hayatindan sanki yokmusuz gibi siliyorsun.
Haftada sadece bir gunu bizimle gecirdigini sanki bize olan bir iyilik gibi goruyorsun. Neden seninle olan guvenimi kiracagina, bir ailen oldugu icin minnettar olamiyorsun?

Surekli sikayet ettigimi soyluyorsun. Ama aslinda sadece benim fikirlerim seninkinden farkli. Bana demeye calistigin gercek sey benim kendi fikirlerimi kurmaya hakkim olmadigi.
Su anda tum duygularimin yikildigi umurunda degil, degil mi?
Beni bu duruma sokmak, benim yasamimi yitirmek hosuna gidiyor degil mi?

Benim kalbimi binlerce parcaya boldun. Sana kendi yasamimi ve guvenimi verdim, fakat geriye alabildigim tek sey senin nefretin oldu. Butun kirilan sozler, yalanlar ve arkamdan gizlice yapilan isler .. Bize hic bir zaman pek bir sey vermedin ama senden tek bekledigim sey biraz sevgi ve saygiydi. Fakat gorunuse gore bu bile fazla geliyor sana.

Her zaman yasamin verebileceginin en iyisini yasamani istemisimdir. Zaten bu yuzden senin visa almana bu kadar ugrastim. Ve sonunda onu aldiginda senin icin ne kadar mutlu olmustum .. ama sen hala bunun icin minnettar degilsin degil mi? Baskalarinin seni yuz uste birakip gidecegi zamanlarda hep senin yaninda kaldim.

Yasamin kendin icin zor oldugunu dusunuyorsun, ama bir de benim yerimde olsan ne dusunurdun acaba .. Beni mutlu bir insandan bunalima girmis bir cokuntuye cevirdin. Artik hic birsey umit etmiyorum. Gunun gerisinin ne getireceginden korkar hale geldigim icin sabahlari kalmak bile benim icin zor olur bir hale geldi. Keske butun bu izdirabi yitirecek bir yol olsaydi.


Wow, what a prick! I hope this guy gets what's coming for him three-fold! One day, just one day he's gonna look back and regret ever having taken what was there for him for granted. Because then it's going to be too late and it's not going to be there anymore. I feel for you hun, and I'm SO sorry you have to put up with a beast like this. You have my sympathy and my compassion. May whatever creator you believe in be with you.

Erem,

I just can't get over what a beast this guy truly is .. wow .. I wanna choke him ..

Erem,

thank you for your support and kind words they are very much appreciated and thanks for the translation xx

i hope you pass quikly thru this rough time
men can be really cruel

xxx

i was shocked aswell when i was reading this... Hope you can struggle your way throw this mess..and have a better life with yourself and your child! Kendine Iyi Bak -xxx-

You deserve more then this.
Kendine iyi bak!

youll be surprised how well i understand what your saying..