(thank you so so much)

Aþkým, evet ben çok ciddiyim,seninle olan iliþkimde çok ciddi ve seni çok seviyorum, ancak karým çocuklarým ve sen ne yapacaðýmý bilmiyorum,bir çýkmazdayým,bundan böyle sensiz bir hayat düþünemiyorum,sen benim dünyama ýþýk oldun,ben sana aþýk oldum,ancak çocuklarýmý ve karýmýda býrakamam,bir yolunu bulup seninle olmak istiyorum , seninle hayatý dolu dolu yaþamak istiyorum,ancak çocuklarýmada bakmak zorundayým,ben senin aldýðýn nefesi bile hissetmek istiyorum,bir yolunu bulup amerikaya geleceðim ve seni mutlu edeceðim,hem seninle hemde karým ve çocuklarýmla olmak zorundayým,bu iliþki gerçekten çok ciddi,seninlede evlenmek istiyorum,hayatýmý seninle paylaþmak istiyorum,çünki seni çok seviyorum ve arzuluyorum,sen beni hayata baðlýyorsun,sen bana yaþama sevinci veriyorsun,seninle hayatým daha anlamlý oluyor,senden çocuklarým olmasýný istiyorum,ben çok ciddiyim,herzaman seni düþünüyorum ve seni aklýmdan çýkaramýyorum,sen benim dünyam oldun,heryerde sen varsýn,nereye baksam seni görüyorum,kimi görsem sana benzetiyorum sen sanýyorum kýsacasý sen benim hayatýma yerleþtin,ben sana aþýk oldum,seni çok ama çok seviyorum, kendine iyi bak sevgilim,caným benim birtanem. Kocan [insert name here]

My love, yes I'm very serious and the relationship I have with you is very serious and I love you very much but I don't know what to do with you, my wife and my children, I'm in a dead-end street, from now on I can't think of a life without you, you've turned to be a light in my world, I fell in love with you but I can't leave my children and my wife, I want to find a way to be with you, I want to live life with you fully,but I have to take care of my children too, I want to feel even the breath you take,I'll find a way and come to America and I'll make you happy, I have to be both with you and with my wife and children, this relationship is really very serious, I want to marry you, I want to share my life with you, because I love you and want you, you are connecting me to life, you are giving me joy, life with you is becoming more meaningful,I want to have children from you, I'm very serious, I'm thinking of you all the time and I can't get you out of my mind, you've become my world, you are everywhere,I see you everywhere I look, whoever I see I'm mistaking him/her as you, shortly you've settled in my life, I fell in love with you, I love you very very much, take care of yourself my love, my dear, my only one. Your husband (name).

well eva..i hope you will avoid that one