yet another one i am struggling with, quite long sorry, if anyone can translate this letter it would be much appreciated. thanks in advance to you all.

(1)my darling veysi, your words and your news they hurt me so much, after twenty four years of searching for you, it seems i must let you go, for your family they will not agree to our relationship, it is clear to me nothing we can say or do can help them to understand our feelings and the imense love we have for each other, it breaks my heart to know that there is nothing we can do. i want was is best for us, and best for your family, i do not wish to cause them any pain or distress,and if entering your life will do this, i cannot agree to be with you, i cannot seperate your family or be the source of arguments. but also i cannot bear to let you go, i cannot bear to walk away from you, i cannot say the words "goodbye my love", if i cannot be with you i wish that your family would put a gun to my head and pull the trigger, there is no pain greater than what i feel now, knowing the day is coming where you tell me we cannot go on together, if we cannot have our love, i would rather die. how can we make them understand? you must understand that i am very clear in what i want and desire from my life, i wish and hope that we can be together, but also i want to experience being a mother and being a wife, i want to be married and to have children. if my sole wish could be granted, it would be that your family could accept me, and we could be married and have a happy family. it breaks my heart to think that it is not going to be possible. if god wills it may be possible, but i feel, this will never be the case.i need you to understand i have been through the most painful soul destroying heartbreak before with ozkan, i gave him my life for four years, i dedicated my life to him, with his promise of marriage and children, and his undying love, yet in a split second he was gone, without any thought to me, and leaving a path of shattered dreams . I cannot bear the same pain again, the pain of wanting you, needing you, loving you and dedicating myself to you, if in one day one week one month or one year i am to encounter the same pain.i cannot bear to give my life to you if our love will have only one outcome, if we are to be torn apart, then i would rather die.i cannot bear to not be married or have children, but i wish so much my future will be with you. i will never give up on our love, i cannot let you go, no matter how many times your family say no, i will never turn my back on you, i will never walk away, i will push and fight until my last breath, even when the gun is pressed against my head i will not walk away. i hope you will do the same, i hope your love for me also has no boundries, i hope you will fight and never give up on our love, i hope that when your family see that we will never give up on our love, they will open their hearts and accept us. i will fight continuously for our love until that day, the day when they accept. god intended for us to be together, he made it possible for us to meet, he guided me to you, he let me find you and has allowed for me to be here now in your arms, it is our duty now to fight for our love. no matter what we need to believe in our love and hold onto what we have and never let go. promise me you will do this for me as i will do it for you. Veysi, we can make it, it can happen if we are determined and if we believe. for now my love, you need to understand you are my only and my last true love, no other can take your place, lets spend this week in each others arms, lets share the laughs and the tears, but more than anything let us show that we are good together and that today is the first day of the fight for our love and the first day of the rest of our lives together. let us be strong my sweetheart veysi. let us be happy. let our love be free. please hold me and don't let go.

i love you, be strong. we can do it, it is in our hands.

for you my eternal love.

oh wow this is long. i'm so sorry to hear you are going through a tough time like this. I wish I could help but this is way too long for me to attempt. which parts in specific are the most important for you? I think it might help the person translating this for you if you separated it into paragraphs.

sorry everone, i know it's long but now i have seperated it into sections/paragraphs hopefully someone can help
i'm in a place that is so hard to exist within, and a translation would really help.


(1)my darling veysi, your words and your news they hurt me so much, after twenty four years of searching for you, it seems i must let you go, for your family they will not agree to our relationship, it is clear to me nothing we can say or do can help them to understand our feelings and the imense love we have for each other, it breaks my heart to know that there is nothing we can do.

i want was is best for us, and best for your family, i do not wish to cause them any pain or distress,and if entering your life will do this, i cannot agree to be with you, i cannot seperate your family or be the source of arguments. but also i cannot bear to let you go, i cannot bear to walk away from you, i cannot say the words "goodbye my love", if i cannot be with you i wish that your family would put a gun to my head and pull the trigger, there is no pain greater than what i feel now, knowing the day is coming where you tell me we cannot go on together, if we cannot have our love, i would rather die. how can we make them understand?


you must understand that i am very clear in what i want and desire from my life, i wish and hope that we can be together, but also i want to experience being a mother and being a wife, i want to be married and to have children. if my sole wish could be granted, it would be that your family could accept me, and we could be married and have a happy family. it breaks my heart to think that it is not going to be possible. if god wills it may be possible, but i feel, this will never be the case.i need you to understand i have been through the most painful soul destroying heartbreak before with ozkan, i gave him my life for four years, i dedicated my life to him, with his promise of marriage and children, and his undying love, yet in a split second he was gone, without any thought to me, and leaving a path of shattered dreams .


I cannot bear the same pain again, the pain of wanting you, needing you, loving you and dedicating myself to you, if in one day one week one month or one year i am to encounter the same pain.i cannot bear to give my life to you if our love will have only one outcome, if we are to be torn apart, then i would rather die.i cannot bear to not be married or have children, but i wish so much my future will be with you. i will never give up on our love, i cannot let you go, no matter how many times your family say no, i will never turn my back on you, i will never walk away, i will push and fight until my last breath, even when the gun is pressed against my head i will not walk away. i hope you will do the same, i hope your love for me also has no boundries, i hope you will fight and never give up on our love, i hope that when your family see that we will never give up on our love, they will open their hearts and accept us.

i will fight continuously for our love until that day, the day when they accept. god intended for us to be together, he made it possible for us to meet, he guided me to you, he let me find you and has allowed for me to be here now in your arms, it is our duty now to fight for our love. no matter what we need to believe in our love and hold onto what we have and never let go. promise me you will do this for me as i will do it for you. Veysi, we can make it, it can happen if we are determined and if we believe.


for now my love, you need to understand you are my only and my last true love, no other can take your place, lets spend this week in each others arms, lets share the laughs and the tears, but more than anything let us show that we are good together and that today is the first day of the fight for our love and the first day of the rest of our lives together. let us be strong my sweetheart veysi. let us be happy. let our love be free. please hold me and don't let go.

i love you, be strong. we can do it, it is in our hands.

for you my eternal love.

hi,

seeing as no-one has translated it yet, perhaps you'd be better off adding 1 paraguaph per post and then see if people reply. failing that try www.seslisozluk.com

its brilliant and the people there are just as fantastic as they are here!!! good luck x

(i must be crazy doing this)

sevgilim veysi,
söylediğin sözler ve bana söylediğin diğer şeyler beni çok incitti. 24 yıl seni aradıktan sonra, anlıyorum ki şimdi senin gitmene izin vermeliyim. ailen ilişkimizi onaylamıyor. açıkça görünüyor ki söyleyeceğimiz yada yapacağımız hiçbirşey bizim duygularımızı ve aramızdaki derin sevgiyi anlamalarını sağlamayacak. yapabileceğimiz birşey olmaması beni çok üzüyor. ikimiz için ve senin ailen için en iyisini istiyorum. onlara acı vermek yada canlarını sıkmak istemem. ve hayatına girmem buna sebep olacaksa, seninle olmayı kabul edemem. seni ailenden ayıramam ve aranızda kavgalar çıkmasına neden olamam. ama senin gitmene izin vermeye de katlanamıyorum. senden uzaklaşmaya katlanamam. sana "elveda aşkım" diyemem. seninle olamayacaksam, keşke ailen kafama bir silah dayasaydı da tetiği çekseydi. bana artık devam edemeyeceğimizi söyleyeceğin günün yaklaştığını bilerek, şu an hissettiğim acıdan daha büyüğü olamaz. eğer aşkımız bitecekse, ölmeyi tercih ederdim. anlamalarını nasıl sağlayabiliriz? hayattan neler istediğimi açıkça anlaman gerek. diliyorum ve umuyorum ki beraber olabiliriz. ama ayrıca bir anne ve bir eş olmanın nasıl birşey olduğunu da deneyimlemek istiyorum. evlenmek ve çocuk sahibi olmak istiyorum. bu biricik dileğim gerçekleşirse, bu ancak ailenin beni kabul etmesiyle olabilir. ve böylece evlenip, mutlu bir yuva kurabiliriz. bunun mümkün olmadığını bilmek acı veriyor. inşallah gerçekleşir, ama sanırım, bu asla gerçekleşmeyecek. özkanla beraber olmadan önce çok yıkıcı ve acı verici şeyler yaşadığımı bilmeni istiyorum. 4 yıl boyunca ona hayatımı sundum. onun evlilik ve çocuk vaadiyle ve ölümsüz aşk yeminleriyle, hayatımı ona adadım. ama kısacık bir an içinde o beni hiç düşÃ¼nmeden gitmişti. ve hayal kırıklıklarıyla dolu bir yol bıraktı bana. aynı acıyı yeniden kaldıramam. seni istemenin, sana ihtiyaç duymanın, seni sevmenin ve kendimi sana adamanın acısına katlanamam. birgün, bir hafta, bir ay, bir sene daha bununla yüzleşemem. sonunda tek bir şey olacak ve eğer birbirimizden ayrılmamız gerekecekse, bunun yerine ölmeyi tercih ederim. evlenmemeye ve çocuk sahibi olmamaya katlanamam. ama keşke geleceğim seninle birlikte olsa. aşkımıza olan ümidimi asla kaybetmeyeceğim. ailen kaç kez hayır dese de, gitmene izin veremem. sana sırtımı dönemem. asla uzaklaşamam. son nefesime kadar, hatta kafama dayadıkları silahın tetiğine bassalar bile bunun için çabalayacak, savaşacak ve uzaklaşmayacağım senden. umarım sen de aynını yaparsın. umrım senin sevgin de sınırsızdır. umarım sen de aşkımızdan asla vazgeçmez ve uğruna savaşırsın. umarım ailen vazgeçmeyi asla düşÃ¼nmediğimizi görünce kalplerini açarlar ve bizi kabul ederler. o güne kadar aşkımız için savaşacağım. tanrı bizi birbirimiz için yaratmış. tanışmamızı mümkün kıldı. beni sana yönlendirdi. seni bulmamı ve kollarında olmamı sağladı. şimdi aşkımız için savaşmak bizim görevimizdir. aşkımıza inanmak ve sahip olduklarımızdan asla vazgeçmememiz için ne gerekiyorsa yapmalıyız. bunu senin için yapacağım gibi, senin de bunu benim için yapacağına söz ver bana. Veysi, bunu başarabiliriz. kendimizi buna adar ve inanırsak bunu yapabiliriz. şimdilik aşkım, bilmelisin ki sen benim tek ve son gerçek aşkımsın. kimse senin yerini alamaz. güçlü olalım bitanem veysim. mutlu olalım. aşkımız özgür kalsın. lütfen beni tut ve bir daha bırakma.

seni seviyorum. güçlü ol, bunu başarabiliriz. bu bizim elimizde.

sonsuz aşkım için

aferin sana patience!bunu yaptığına göre deli olabilirsin ama birsey kesin: what a hail of a help you are nasıl bir yardımcısın sen ..aferin

you must have loads of patience to do that, you're amazing!

a big thank you to patience, and to all, it is so much appreciated you have no idea how much it means to me to be able to have an accurate translation

it shows that there are some amazing people in the world,and i am greatful to everyone who has helped me here on this site. it really does not go un-noticed, and i offer endless thanks and gratitude.

kindest regards

WOW patientce, that is SO nice of you! and to the maker of this post, I am so so happy that someone was able to do this translation for you! Seriously, good luck with everything, I hope it all works out. ♥

I feel like i am reading 'Romeo and Juliet' by Shakespeare I hope no-one will pull any trigger.
Let love conquer all out troubles and turn them into dreams

Nicely done Patience