to my best friend ever...
maybe not anyone passed through what i did through..
the life was so crule to me...and hit me meanly..
when i was in the middle of the wounds..with no friends at all.. at all....i met u here..on this nice website...but i didnt ever know that i'll meet a friend not like other friends..you were the only one....and still my best..
whenever i feel hurt of my sorrow..i find you like belsem..healing alot..and your words was the life for my despirate hopes...thats how our friendship was...
may Allah bless u ..protect u... save u .....keeps your dear ppl close to you.....and never make u sad...
amin..
amin.. ya reb al alemin...

your friend
musti

to some one very special..
since i'm the older one between my brothers..i missed something i always i wish i had....
an older sister....
she's not like a mother..she's even closer..a sis that i can share my secrets with her..take advices from her..can direct me when i feel i'm lost...
when she tell my: hello...really become glad..here's my older sis came..respect her..and always show her that i love her presence there..and help her as she's helping me..
i really missed that feeling..that presence of very very special person..
but dont worry..i dont miss that at all now and anymore.
bcz i met this one..my older wise lovely dear sweet sis..
you know who she is?
yes...she's YOU.......
so please..please..please..keep saying hello to me..keep being there..keep helping me..i'm always waiting..even we're in other worlds..you r my lovely older sis..
thank you...god bless you...mustafa

ur hopes are mine..ur worrıes are mıne...ur tears are mıne...ur smıles are mınes...

just open ur eyes....everythıng ıs same as ın the past...everythıng ıs good everythıng ıs beautıful...and everythıng ll be more beautıful

just believe it..then do...

words just stucked in my throat? do you feel so too?

i know its useless whatever i say and whatever i do...

dont pretend that as you are cold, this way you cant get rid of from me... you can never... coz i know what is beating and what is crying under that cold coat you wear these days...

you are dropping everynight(its getting hard to hold them in day times...) from my eyes... one by one... sometimes like a fall...
whatever it is... you are the one for me...
the joy of being with was amazing... though the bitterness of your gone is not bad too... its ok...
as i told before anything from you is welcome

i know... i still have hope... you will come again...you have to... angels have promised me!

what else remained in istanbul worth for to live...

Sui... this is really sad...

When you read these words,
chances are that I'll be sitting here
thinking of you...
as I so often do.
I'll probably be smiling
one of the smiles that I always do
when thoughts of you come my way.
When you read these few words,
I hope you'll think,
just for a moment,
how much you mean to me
and how much you always will.
And when you continue on with the things
you need to be doing in your day,
smile a smile for me, and remember
that I'll be thinking of you still.

one bunch for each of you (because there's no smiley for fields of flowers

Hiroshima Mon Amour

- Hey, I see you got new book shelves. They look fine!
- Hmm... really? I didn't realize.
- And you took your other books out of the packages and ordered them on the shelves.
- My turkish books. I miss them a lot.
- Are you sure? You rather seem to grab hold of your books. Don't say you feel yourself in emptiness.
- .....
- Why?
- Don't know.
- C'mon! Don't ever try to avoid it.
- I say, I don't know.
- But I know... hehe!
- Get a life!
- C'mon! Just confess it!
- Confess what?
-...the fact that she will never forgive you, make you suffer and you feel yourself in emptiness.
- But I....
- Ssshh... Say nothing! You have to live with such a shame!
- I know that. You don't have to remind me of that.
- You have to wear your shame like a necklace for the rest of your life.
- I say I know that! Don't remind me of these over and over again!
- But why? Do they hurt you? Do they make you suffer? Hehe!
- Yes... They do! A great deal at that!
- You have to get used to the thought that she will never ever forgive you.
- Shut up! I say shut up!
- OK, ok. Don't be angry so easily! Hehe!
- You are too cruel!
- Yes, I am. Hehe! But you must have considered everything when you commited your big sin, right?
- Yes, I didn't, sadly...
- Then you...
- Don't dare say anything anymore! I did deserve what I have felt for the last couple of days, I know this.
- Hehe! Good boy! You seem you got your head screwed on right. Hehe!
- Yes. I did. Now get a life!
- OK, ok. Don't forget to clean dust on your books. Hehe!
- Get a life I say! You bastard!

"Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice.

And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another..."

Ephesians 4:31.