Well...it's all about politics.
We use to say that we hate this we hate that, but infact we hate Bush (or better the people behind him who decide for him too) or they hate Karamanlis or Erdogan and so on.

I switched on the tv yesteray, during the evening news, which is something I hadn't done for quite a long time. I regretted it from the first moment. It was all about 'the new Turkish challenge' (I have no idea what it is this time) and the 'Turkish minority' in Greece etc.

But I knew that I m a member of a turkish website, I have friends who love me here and i love them back . That i celebrated galatasaray's championship and i partied last night with the turkish entry to eurovision's finals.
Serious or silly, important or not, i find hundreds of reasons each day, to prove that I have my own way of seeing things, my own opinion and an open mind to work all the data i receive .

And that bunch of people who rule my country, can do nothing to persuade me that I should hate a whole nation, for the sins that they or we made in a distant past...

"Three hours left to finish work... 2 hours and 59 minutes...2 hours and 58 minutes..."

So, what are you thinking of? Right now i mean

tek - unique

For Erdinc... (hoping that he wont delete my membership after that )

Shine On You Crazy Diamond - Pink Floyd

Remember when you were young
You shone like the Sun
Shine on, you crazy diamond !
Now there's a look in your eyes
Like black holes in the sky
Shine on, you crazy diamond !
You were caught on the crossfire
Of childhood and stardom
Blown on the steel breeze
Come on, you target for faraway laughter
Come on, you stranger, you legend, you martyr
And shine !

You reached for the secret too soon
You cried for the Moon.
Shine on, you crazy diamond !
Threatened by shadows at night
And exposed in the light
Shine on, you crazy diamond !
Well you wore out your welcome
With random precision
Rode on the steel breeze
Come on, you raver, you seer of visions
Come on, you painter, you piper, you prisoner
And shine !

Nobody knows where you are
How near or how far
Shine on, you crazy diamond !
Pile on many more layers
And I'll be joining you there
Shine on, you crazy diamond !
And we'll bask in the shadow
Of yesterday's triumph
And sail on the steel breeze
Come on, you boy child, you winner and loser
Come on, you miner for truth and delusion
And shine !

I think it's ok, except from this part:

"Uçmak ne güzel" dedi. She saıd What a beautıful paradıse
"how beautiful (it is) to fly" she said

Sonra bir uçak gördü. Later she flew
later she saw a plane

This is for Joey.
Joey dear, I don't know you, but i love this song and wanted to dedicate it to you. Don't know why, but i found it suitable for you

Dream On - Aerosmith

Every time that I look in the mirror
All these lines in my face getting clearer
The past is gone
It went by, like dust to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay

Yeah, I know nobody knows
where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life
is in books' written pages
Lived and learned from fools and
from sages
You know it's true
All the things come back to you

Sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away

Yeah, sing with me, sing for the years
sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away

Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dreams come true
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dream comes through
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream On Dream On
Dream On Dream On

Sing with me, sing for the years
sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away
Sing with me, sing for the years
sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away.....

And here you shall have to forgive the greek characters, but Slavica will be able to read it and i know she loves this song. Sibel mou, enjoy it!

Έκρυψα το πρόσωπό μου - Αντώνης Ρέμος

Μες στις παλάμες μου κρατώ
το όνειρο που ράγισε
το όνειρο που μάτωσε
μ' εκείνο το φιλί

Κι όπως με κοίταζες γλυκά
ψιθύρισες δειλά ενα γεια
και στη φτωχή μου την καρδιά
έπιασε βροχή

Κι έκρυψα το πρόσωπό μου
για να μη με δεις
μη σου μείνει η εικόνα αυτή
και στεναχωρεθείς
μα όταν έκλεισες την πόρτα
τα χαράματα
τότε ξέσπασα αγάπη μου σε κλάματα

Και φωνάζω τ' όνομά σου
σπάω πράγματα δικά σου
και το άδικο με πνίγει
που τελειώσαν όλα ξαφνικά

Και με μένανε θυμώνω
που έκρυψα καλά τον πόνο
και σε άφησα να φύγεις
από τη ζωή μου έτσι απλά

Μες στις παλάμες μου κρατώ
το σύννεφο που εμεινε
το σύννεφο που έγινε
το δάκρυ απ την ψυχή

Θυμήθηκα όσα ζήσαμε
μισήσαμε ή αγαπήσαμε
και στη φτωχή μου την καρδιά
πάλι έπιασε βροχή

And for my dear Bliss...

Bliss - Muse

Everything about you is how I'de wanna be,
Your freedom comes naturally

Everything about you resonates happiness,
Now i wont settle for less.

Give me all the peace and joy in your mind. Oohhhh.

Everything about you pains my envying,
Your soul can't hate anything.

Everything about you is so easy to love,
They're watching you from above.

Give me all the peace and joy in your mind. x3
Ohhhhhhh

For Daydreamer

Nobody's Wife - Anouk

Im sorry for the times that I made you scream
For the times that I killed your dreams
For the times that I made your whole world rumble

For the times that I made you cry
For the times that I told you lies
For the times that I watched and let you stumble

Its too bad, but thats me
What goes around comes around, youll see
That I can carry the burden of pain
cause it aint the first time that a man goes insane
And when I spread my wings to embrace him for life
Im suckin out his love, cause i, Ill never be nobodys wife

Im sorry for the times that I didnt come home
Left you lyin in that bed alone
Was flyin high in the sky when you needed my shoulder

Youre like a stone hangin round my neck, see
Cut it loose before it breaks my back, see
Ive gotta say what I feel before I grow older

Im sorry but I aint gonna change my ways
You know Ive tried but Im still the same
Ive got to do it my own way

Its too bad, but hey, thats me
What goes around comes around, youll see
That I can carry the burden of pain
cause it aint the first time that a man goes insane
And when I spread my wings to embrace him for life
Im suckin out his love, i, Ill never be nobodys wife

Its too bad, but hey, thats me
What goes around comes around, youll see
That I can carry the burden of pain
cause it aint the first time that a man goes insane
And when I spread my wings to embrace him for life
Im suckin out his love, i, Ill never be nobodys wife