|
Pleasee do not wait of r me or depend on me after you service is over. I am soo sorry that of the way things have turned out for me. Iwish i did not have the feelings to write this to you, but i must tell you now rather than lead you on. The time i spent with you was the best of my life, it truly was, none of my experiences in lafe have shown me so much satisfaction in life as you did. I miss you dearly, buti am soo sorry to break this up. I cannot be married to youor anyone else for that matter. And no, ofcourse not i am not seeing anyone else, i hope you dont think i am. ou are such an amazing man with a an amazing heart, but i cannot take that from you. I thank you for everything you have ever done or said to me, you proved that true love exists no matter how far away, or where we come from. Trust me this is the hardest thing i have ever had to do, to break the heart of an amazing person. please, i am sooo sorry. I do expect you to forgive me, but please try to maybe understand. We cannot marry like we promissed and i cannot come tovisit you again, like i planed. I know my appoligies mean nothing now, but i regret this soo much.
my try
Lutfen beni bekleme yoksa itimat etme hizmetin ki bittmekten sonra,cok uzgunum bana olan seyleri (that of the way things have turned out for me -not sure ),umarim duygularim olmasaydi bunu yazmaya icin,ama bunu sana anlatmalim tercih ederim(rather than lead you on- don´t know),bu zaman seninle vakit gecirdigim zaman hayatimda en iyidi,gercekten en iyidi,hayatimda deneyimlerim(none of my experiences in lafe have shown me so much satisfaction in life as you did-?),seni cok ozledim,ama cok uzgunum bunu bittirdim.seni evlenemem yoksa baska bir kimseyi evlenemem,ve yok,tabiki baska kimseyi gormuyorum,umarim oyle dusunmuyorsun,sen cok harika bir adam,senin kalbin harika var,ama senden bunu alamam,senden cok tesekkur ederim herseyi icin vbe hersey bana soyledin,bana ispat ettin gercek ask var oldugu,uzaktaya ragmen yoksa nereden biz geliyor,bana güven bunu en cok zor seyi yapmalim, bir harika bir insana bir kalp kirlidigim,lutfen ben cok uzgunum,beni affedeceksine beklemiyorum,ama lutfen belki beni anlamaya calis,biz evleneyecegiz söz verdigimiz gibi ve tekrar seni ziyat edemem,düzenledigim zaman gibi,biliyorum benim ozur dilediklerimi hiçbir şeydir simdi,ama simdi cok pişman oluyorum.
hope I helped
|