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Kýrýlmaktan korktuðum gibi bu anda hissetmemeyi seçiyorum ve da düþünmemeyi seçiyorum çünkü akýlýmý çalýþtýdýðým zaman hiç anlamlý gelir artýk.

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correction: çalýþtýrdýðým

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negative sentences need negative conjugated verbs

 Meaning?

Should it be "anlamlý gelmez artýk"?

"I choose not to feel at the moment as I am scared of getting hurt and I choose not to think either as when I employ reason, nothing makes sense to me any more..."

the fist as is giving the reason, so we should think is "because/since", not "like".

Ýncinmekten korktuðum için : as I am scared of getting hurt

þu anda hissetmemeyi seçiyorum: I choose not to feel at the moment

düþünmemeyi de seçiyorum: I choose not to think either

hiçbir þey bana anlamlý gelmiyor artýk : nothing makes sense to me anymore:

The rest is something I don´t get exactly.

When I employ my mind = when I use my mind = when I think

Would: "aklýmý kullandýðým zaman" be better?

Well, but it is written "employ reason" not "my mind"?

Ok, so which word would you use?

There´s the list for "reason" from the dictionary:

sebep, neden, illet; delil, tanýt; akýl, fikir, idrak, anlayýþ, aklýselim; mantýk; hak, insaf, adalet

Well, I can say I have certainly sparkled a good discussion here guys! Anyway, ´to employ reason´ really means ´to think´ or ´to use one´s mind´. Hope this helps and thanks for all your efforts. I really do appreciate it!!

ok, and what does "as" mean before "when" in your sentence?

´As´ meaning ´because´ = because when I use my mind (when I think about things), they don´t make sense to me. Is this better?