Miserable

One evening I cried for the first time in my life

by the window of my single lodge room.

Where is home? Where is family?

What have I ever got from the bars

and brothels in this world?

My bed is cold at night.

Where is the happiness in life I live

my try

 Thank u scalpel. I corrected some mitakes of mine. You are stubborn but helpful. Have a nice day

 Haha! I have some Albanian roots in my family. Maybe this can explain why I am stubborn!

Statistics:

Search results in Google

"Arnavut inadı" (Albenian stubborness) :  4400

"Çerkes inadı" (Circissian stubborness):  124

"Türk İnadı " (Turkish stubborness) : 150

"Kürt inadı" (Kurdish stubborness) : 704

"Ermeni İnadı" (Armenian stubborness) : 104

"Rum inadı" (Grek stubborness) :  173

"Laz inadı" (Laz stubborness) : 1690

"Yahudi inadı" (Jew stubborness) : 61

"Arap inadı" (Arab stubborness) : 8

 You are being racist listing this thing...you shouldn´t make someone´s hair stand straight up.

 Don´t be such a drama queen. It is not racist unless you use it that way. They r only numbers. People see what they want to see. I am against racism. I defended Gypsies but you never supported me. Only Barba-Mama defended gypsies.Where were you? These are statistics. What is your problem with them? It shows the approach of Turks to other nations. It can be used in a scientific text. It is not my approach. I believe only uneducated people can be stubborn.Not a nation. If it is racist admins should delete them. I am sick of you.I will quit from this site because of you.

I´m thinking this might be some kind of remark to me So don´t worry about it, I´m guessing it was sarcasm. In any case, my hair isn´t standing up. Nothing wrong with a bit of humour

 Here I am :  You´re accusing me for not supporting you. I didn´t know it was one of my duties here! Had I known it was, I would support you. Here is an interesting information for you: Sultan Abdülaziz´s mother was a Gypsy. But racist historians hide this fact from the readers.

This says she´s circassian: (if you believe she was and are proud of it, you´re racist)

 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sultana_Pertevniyal 

This says she´s romanian:

http://tr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pertevniyal_Sultan

 But the truth is that she was Gypsy.

 well,well,well you both seem perfect drama queens to me stalking each other and taking adventage of it. Why don´t you goku employ the simplest and efortless I pay no mind psychological strategy dealing with scalpel instead of behaving like a cry baby? Your translation input to the site is invaluable, why do you want to quit instead of treating things with the pinch of salt?

I hope you will reconsider your threat or promise, still cannot figure out how to classify "I will quit from this site because of you".

Boys always competing.

thank you and nice time for bothof you.

I was joking but he didn´t get...some really have no sense of humor. 

It is nice to see someone here who has sense of humor Thank you very much for your understanding.

Thank you very much.

For Gokuyum:
- gokuyum is a good friend and good translator/interpreter.

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For scalpel:
- and scalpel ...you are a good friend.
may I ask you?
Where have you learned English, Turkish and philosophy?
My grand father was an Ottoman Empire Turk in Albania.