selam nasýlsýn biliyorum beni çok seviyorsun. inanki bende seni çok seviyorum. ama bazý sorunlar var. biliyorsun benim borcum var 10.000 amerikan dolarý kadar. ve aldýðým ücret sadece 680 dolar. yani hiç yemek yemesem bile 1-2 yýl da bitiremem bu borcu. ayný zamanda askere gitmem lazým. daha askerliðimi yapmadým. baþka bir sorun okulum bitmedi daha ve bitmeyebilir.senin benim gibi bir borçlu insanla evlenip sýkýntý içinde yaþamaný istemiyorum. kendine amerikada zengin bir erkek bul ve evlen daha mutlu olursun. ben de seni kalbimde taþýyacaðým. inanki kalbimde olacaksýn. ben daha 3-4 yýl kadar evlenemeyeceðim. para yönünden kendimi düzeltmem lazým. senin gibi kalbi temiz bir insanýn benim gibi borçlu bir erkekle sýkýntýlý bir hayat yaþamasýna dayanamam. tatlý meleðim forgive me. sensiz ne yapacaðým bilmiyorum ama hayatýn gerçekleri bunlar..... byyyeeeee

oh my gosh, im broken hearted..mmmmmmmmmmmmm theres are no words to explain this..thank u again oceanmavi..................................;,-( Jok

i hope everything works out for you jok

hmmm, im so sad. i feel like a knife cut me. I am so so so so sad. i don't know what to do. I hope he calls. thank you Oceanmavi for all.........................Jok

If you love him so much, then don't let him go. Tell him that you won't leave him.

ppppppfffff jok... how sad!! I feel for you!! really i hope u can talk to him, and change his mind!!

I just got off the phone with my boyfriend. We were both so sad. He told me that he was so sad when he wrote the letter and that he never meant to hurt me. He said it wasn't a letter of goodbye but more of a letter that explained his situation. He felt that he had to tell me early on in our relationship, that way I don't have any surprises or be disappointed later on. He says that most likely he will have to go to the military to pay off his debt and that if I love him, I will wait for him. In about five days his internet will be cut. He says he hasn't made payments so it will be shut down. I asked if I could send him money for the internet and he wouldnt allow it. He says that he will try to go get money from his family or close friends and if they dont give him money, he will borrow money from the bank. He says he will get himself into debt with the bank for me, which is sweet but at the same time I feel bad.... I'm relief now and we will talk on MSN after his friend signs off....thanks for all the help and kind messages all have sent me.... Jok