eskiden tek geçtiklerimi , þimdi es geçiyorum..

You must not act like this. Its very immature of you to be this way. I do this in good intention. I was very happy to do all this hard work of the photos and get them developed and put them in CD.  I was happy to put them on my profile. You dont want me to put your name in there doesnt make sense. You must be hiding something. I´m not sure what. No one knows that name.  I reallly dont understand . You have not given me a reason why. It´s important for me to know why. Who else is involved?  You are getting more difficult of my gooood intentions. Everything is done with love and happiness. maybe you should hate me.  I love you and there is no reason to hide this. I am very hurt for trying to make myself happy and for you. This hurts me sooooo much.  Every time i do something good i get bad news....Im just not right for you i guess. Maybe i should give up. You´re  not given me a good reason why. Something isn´t right. You must be very immature in this or something is wrong. I will be wondering for a long time about this. Im hurt and angry. I was so excited to share this on my profile and its my profile. I don´t know what else to think but its wrong to treat me this way. Its wrong and you know it and its immature.

All this was in good intention to make someone happy, but instead it gets you angry, something isnt right.

All makes me wonder and maybe I should  give up and you can lose me. SAD ....dont ever tell me to shut up...especially i was doing something in good intentions- with love and happiness.

I want a response to this letter if you are man with dignity

Concernd,

Stella

Hi, i want to know what the translation to the sentence

(vay vayyyybu lafa ne denýrr pekiii)

Tesekkur ederim harpoon, Have a good night.... Gorusuruz.

stella

Thanks Harpoon, Very good...Im trying to think how to respond to that..

(Maybe you dont exist when you dont speak but in my dreams you exist highly..)translate to turkish

stella

Im sooooooo greatfulll!!!! Thank thank you It means soooo much to me...Especially to someone valuable to me and I am forever greatful to you.......

Im looking for someone to help me .Im new here and still learning turkish..Im looking for a translator for this letter to Tukish language. Thanks you so much for your help. Its so important for me if someone can do this for me....there was misunderstanding want to share this to good friend. thank you so much

Dear Burak         July,12, 2009
hello, I wanted to write you this letter and then to find a translater so that we don´t mis understand each other and also that i wanted to say something also. Our last conversation didnt go very well....I got mad when I notice I didnt have your undivided attention. We have very short visits online and i expect for us to talk to eachother. Not to be like yes or no or Ok....I was trying to send you my love and affection on line and hold a conversation but it seem like i was not recieving back the same. I know i was saying never mind a lot but that is because our translation is limited but i was getting mad...I also have sent you many videos and poems that were meaningful and I really didnt get much responses..I feel as if you dont care about what i feel in the what i send you. You tell me you love me and that im you all. thank you. but....

I have every right to show exclamation marks (!) so that you know something is bothering me or shows me im upset...I never expected to humilate you....but even when if i were upset as person i should be able to use it. I also think a woman can express her feelings as well....A man would be caring enough to say " Honey what is wrong or why are you mad?" and immediately i was told to be quiet and with no explanation in my part. It doesnt work like that in a relationship. You hurt me coldly and i dont like it at all...Im still hurt and i have right to get mad and to feel hurt. All this was about reponding to me after i write you something but you were busy doing something online..You should have said you were busy and we will talk later....Something....But no we both got mad.
I really care about you but you are not ready for me.
Im always thiniking of you and waiting to hear from you. It gives me great happiness to recieve anything from you....i dont like a person who shuts me out right away that hurts me the most is the silence in ones heart....
Maybe we are wrong for eachother, or maybe I am wrong about you.. i want to say goodbye sometimes and just forget everything ...like i said i have strong feelings for you more than friendship. we have so much to learn about each other.. i still dont know much about you...Maybe it will change once i learn more about you i dont know..what i do know is that i like you alot when we have short converations and sharing small hapiiness....You do get mad quickly and show some controling...i dont like it much but you can share the anger with because im patient and caring person but you must be patient for me toooo. I pretty good at understanding ones beliefs and morals but be patient for me too
I wish you the best and i dont know what else to say and i hope you write me in your language and i will find a translator
I want true honesty back from you...Im having a terrible day just writing and thinking that we are not speaking right now... Im very sensitive person and i see that you are too....What ever you are going through with your family, school, work anything im here too burak for you....Im a good friend..
May God bless you and take care of you and be with you always. may he give you understanding and discernment. may he give you direction in life and give prosperity....God bless you Burak
dont forget write it all in Turkish i will find a translator please write everything in your language about your feelings about everything that is in your heart.
Stella