I hope I can find someone to help me because I will this week.I have a great Turk friend who comes from Kayseri,but not long ago,he told me he didn't want to be my friend because his parents and relatives against us.Because I am a person who comes from the net.I am so hopeless,I didn't want to give up this friendship,so I did something wrong.Actually both of us did something wrong.And now,I hurt him too much,I don't know what can I do,one of my friend wanted to help us but my turk friend cheated him,so this friend is so angry with him.I saved some of my turk friend's sercets in my mailbox,and my friend found them and he wanted to send them to his fahter,I tried my best to stop him,but I couldn't success.I know all faults are mine,and now my turk friend is in danger,what can I do?I can't find any way to slove this problem expect die.

May be you can't believe,in my mind,he is my friend.Even he told lies to me,I can understand,also I frogived him.I am this kind person who can die for my best friend.Yesterday my friend sent some bad things to him,and now he is so angry with me,also I am feeling so bad,I cried all this afternoon.I am really so hopeless,we were so great friends in the past,but now we are just like enemies.Why this world is unfair?why this world is cold?why can't we trust eachother?why net can't have true friendship?

I really want to tell all things to his father,but I can't do that,because he is always telling me his father will be angry with him if I do that.I really want to forget him,but he is already in my heart,I am thinking he is my friend.He gives me too much memories...I wish I could live in Turkey,so I can be his friend...

I am so hopeless,is there anyone can help me?I have one last wish:I want to tell him,I am so sorry,for everything.I never regret to know him,but I did something wrong,which I must die for ending it.I can understand him,he is not bad,but so great,I am not suit for him.He is my friend forever!

If you want to help me,please send messages to me!

He lives in Kayseri,if you live in kayseri,I hope you can help me.Thank you.

Can't help you, but if I were you I would not publish my email address openly on a site. People can always contact you by sending a private message (see right corner).

You are right,but to me this is not important,because life will end soon!

I told him I knew you had so many difficulties,but if you thogut I was your friend,please don't lose in touch with me,even just one mail per week or per month,but just let me know how are you!I would always support you,but he didn't accept this advice.Only over,I know in his mind,I am just a person who talked with him when he was alone.But I am not cold-hearted,now he is in danger,and the reason is me,what can I do?I must help him,or his life will be so bad!I am praying,hope everything will be fine!But I must stop this first,if my death can save someone,I can do that!

I don't understand what is so bad that you've done, to want to end your life. We all have to go through life experiencing the good and the bad, which makes us wiser,experienced and help us grow. It is not worth to take your life for some mistake that you've made. Life goes on, and time will heal all things. Just ask to be forgiven and then move on. In time, you will look back, and think differently. Do not do anything in a haste.

(By the way, smile_lei is male, which is stated in his profile.)

WHOOPS I should start checking people's profile in that case

If i may ask, how old are you, smile_lei?

Well, start acting like it!

I am not sure of the gender Anyway, it would be a change to start acting like 20 and not like 5 years old.

Hey smile_lei, I cannot really understand fully your message, or what excactly the situation is. But the point I did understand is that you don't feel worthy or happy enough to live right now. It doesn't matter who you are or what has happened,this is a horrible feeling for anyone to be in.You are obviously feeling desperately lonely right now and are looking for help. I hope you find the help and the happiness you need. You having these feelings is nothing about being immature. People of all ages, from all walks of life can feel like this. It's just about the pain you feel being too strong that it outweighs the positives in life...at that time. Good luck

It's not the feeling itself that makes him immature, it's the reason for it and the way he manages the situation. Everybody wishes him well but at the same time it's like everybody's telling him it's ok to go ahead and kill himself. Of course it's a hard time and he needs all the support he can get, but maybe being a little tough and telling the things straight can do good, can open his eyes. It's not the end of the world, not even the end of his world...

When people feel so depressed and lonely and empty , then rational thinking isn't really an option for them anymore. That's what happens when people feel suicidal. It's not a rational thought, its what happens when all you can feel is pain, emptiness and loneliness.

I've modified it As i said, i wasn't sure about his gender....so he had a male friend...being a male?

Exactly, that's where the request for help comes from

Your Turkish friend cheated him!!Even told you lies!!! This person is not a true friend.

This world is so unfair!!! sometimes life is so unfair, but we have to brush ourselves down and carry on.

He gives me too many memories!!! Think of the good memories,forget the bad and move forward.

One door closes,another opens.

And if this person is a true friend!!! He will come back to you.

Good luck

All of you are right!Do you believe in net friendship?Have you ever experienced this?I believed in my friends,but most of them cheated me...I am so hopeless,should I go on believing in others?

My friend,I know you will look this page,I just want to tell you,whatever you did,I don't mind.But you must try to forgive youself,you must brave,I am not a good friend!You are right,why you must believe in me again?Thank you,really thank you,thank your for gave me too many memories,really thank you,but I can't forget you,die is the best way,I am so dissappointed of this world!
Goodbye,all my dreams-good bye,my dream country-turkey!

The reason why I studied Turkish is you,the reason why I bought phone is you,the reason why I againsted with my roommates is you...I can't live a happy life without you,when I read turkish books,when I use my phone...I think all my things will let me think about you...I can't live a good life...Ok,it's not useful to say these things...bye bye,thank you to everyone!

being dissapointed in a world that is far bigger than a single soul, crawing for understanding when there are still so many things to understand is egotistical.
suicide is the courage of a coward. a letter of dispair and speaking of desire to suicide was written to a philosopher in response to his cinical thoughts about the world. He answered: for me writing about suicide is a way to get a relief from existence's burden. but if you insist, do it!

are you shure you're not jumping to conclusions here? )))))
i put in italics the philosopher's answer, though

The only ones that can help are mighty FLYING SPAGHETTI MONSTER or the INVISIBLE PINK UNICORN....Look them up in the internet

I read some of the posts in this thread (not all though) but I still did not what the real problem is and what happened really. Ok..I know there are two men involved in..

But what happened exactly? Does anybody know?

Just pull yourself together smile_lei and stop manipulating!!!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=1cyWipTrNV4

Well... the invisible pink unicorn is cok cok güzell
and all those little rainbow-coloured seahorses cavorting round her shapeless form...)))))

I am smilelei's friend,and I did something wrong.I knew everything.I wanted to help him,but I used wrong way.And I hurted him too much,also his turkish friend.
Now,everything is not important for him,he sat on the desk all day,with tears,I can understand how sad he is.He needed someone to help him,he is so hopeless.He doesn't believe in me,because he believed in me before,but I did soemthing wrong.I don't know what can I say,he thinks this friendship doesn't come easy,so he wealths it.He believe in him,but he also cheated him...but he already fogived him.We againsted this friendship in the past,because we knew that this turkish friend would hurted him,but he managed to show us,this friend was sooooooooooooo good.But not long ago,because a little difficult,this turkish friend didn't want to go on this friendship,he told over to him.Before told over to him,they were preparing how to go on this friendship because of new term would started soon.
I am the one who hurted his turkish friend,not him,he is so kind person.Also his mind is so pure,he thinks everyone in this world is great,even they do something wrong.
This world is becoming colder and colder.People's heart becomes harder and harder...
Last night,he cried tooooooooooo much,with hopeless.He wants to die,we are trying our best to do that,but he really can't forget his friend.
Is turkish people's heart cold?Can anyone help him?

Take him to a doctor. I mean it.

If someone is down,what can help him or her?Now anyone can't help him,but his turkish friend!

He shouldn't rely on someone to 'make' him happy

But his turkish friend can't brave for him,so I think the best way is die.Even he lives,he can't be happy!Now,to him,life is not colorful.

xie xie

Teşekkür ederim

All in here can't understand him,he is not easy.He trusted this friendship,but it hurted him too much,I can't understand,how can a person think this:if many people tell that one thing is wrong,even it is right,he must admit this is wrong.His turkish friend told him about this.How can a person like that?sooooo irresponsible.If your friend tells you this,what is your feeling?This kind opinion is so silly...

We will get there

Singer:Sun Yanzi

We remember the days,
We sat out together with faith?
Remember the times, so fine,
When we thought that nothing could stand in our way?
Then things weren't the same,
The life that we knew had to change
We've struggled through the darkest storms,
We thought we couldn't tame
Together we've tried,
As we stood side by side
I knew we'd build a new world,
A world of hope forever after
Deep in my heart I just know,
right from the start we will grow
Look where we are,
we've come so far and there's still a long long way to go
All of my heart, I will care.
I'll play my part, I will share
With family and friends,together we'll stand
And in the end, hand in hand,
We will get there
So now we begin, working together to win
Believing in trust, it must be possible to overcome anything.
There's so much to do,
There's so much we can contribute
By sharing just a little love,
We will start again a new
So why don't we try?
If we stand side by side
I know we'll build a new world,
A world of hope for ever after
Deep in my heart I just know,
right from the start we will grow
Look where we are,
we've come so far and there's still a long long way to go
All of my heart, I will care.
I'll play my part, I will share
With family and friends,together we'll stand
And in the end, hand in hand,
We will get there
All of my heart, I will care.
And in the end, hand in hand,
We will get there

I felt much sympathy for you,smile_lei.Parents will go away from us oneday,and we must spend our rest lives with friends and lover.But now,in this world,people become colder and colder.They can't understand what is friendship,what is love.Many people only know how to use a friend.I think your turkish friend is the one.Why he talked with you?Just because of lonely.If he thinks you are his friend,he won't give up you even how hard he is.He can brave for you,he can do anything for you!
The reason why we come this world is searching for true love(friend's love,lover's love etc),wealth now,wealth everyone,or you will be so regret in the future!
Smile_lei's turkish friend,are you the person who is so irresponsible?Why not try to be brave?
Listen to this song,hope it can help you!
With family and friends,together we'll stand
And in the end, hand in hand,
We will get there

Friends play an important role in people's life,so why not friends show up when someone is sad,when someone is down?With the helping of friends,everything will be sooooooooo easy!Do you agree with me?This world needs love!
If people can think this,in this world there will be no war,it will be peaceful.People will live a happiness life!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqRsMdChaDA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfXQ0snPnN4
Listen it,it may raise you up!