Write a message without mentioning the recipient's name. S/he will know...
And if he doesn't understand, oh well... it's his problem!

So here I go...

You are a night owl. Your back hurts, your eyes get tired, you feel sleepy, but you never hesitate to turn the night into day, in order to finish a project or to keep in touch with friends. You move like a shadow. Tiptoeing among the forums. Silent and discreet. Nothing slips your critical eye. You are a moving library. Full of knowledge and archives.

Everybody trusts and confides in you. Maybe cause you know how to keep secrets. Or maybe cause they know you will come up with the best piece of advice. And compassion.

I have told you that I am lucky to have you as my friend so many times, that I end up being graphical. So what if I do it once more? Thank you

I have always admired your inner strength. But it keeps surprising me, more each day. Wisdom and inner beauty are what you represent. Optimism and positive thinking are what you reflect. Tolerance and love are what you teach. Warmth and compassion are what you generously offer.
If there is a God up there somewhere, He should reward you. You are a living angel.

You may have surprised everybody else. Not me. I had seen it from the beginning. You know I love looking behind what’s obvious. That’s how I discovered the treasure you were hiding inside. And if I have helped you to open up and let others see what you really are, then I m proud and happy.
No, I m not the special one. You are! I only showed you the path. But it was you who walked on it. You have a long way ahead, till you reach the highway and I might not be with you along this trip. But I ll be watching you from afar. And every new step you will be taking, will be a victory for me. Please don’t let me down.

Do you believe in co-incidences? Haha. Ok ok maybe you are right. Maybe it was a sign. But of what? One thing is certain; I still can’t believe it. It was impossible ya! How many chances did we have? One in a billion? But it happened. I guess someone up there was in a really playful mood that day.
Turning point? Naaaw! It’s not. It was just a big shock. It will pass soon. But it’s up to you to keep the changes you have made on yourself after this shock. And hit the road for new destinations. Life can be fun. Don’t miss it!

Put the “bird” down slowly! You are under arrest!
Haha! Honey, get a life!

:-S




who is that lucky creature?? btw i forgot the title sorry....wers my parsley editor? she should edit my posts these days strictly

aaaa lucky they r....

All subjects recognized!
Sophie, you are unique
Being your friend is the greatest pleasure, as well as big honor too.

sometimes you have nothing to say except ''i wish''..those times are the time when everything stops,you fall helpless,with a great stomache and meaningless headache..you wish not to have a head and to go away,but where?...knowing life is going on,you look an unknown place and begin to walk till last station..who knows what life brings...

I must be on a different planet as I aint got a clue as to what you are all going on about - it's all Dutch to me

I sometimes wonder if our parents are carrying old sins. Otherwise, how can I explain the similarity? Or maybe they mixed you and my brother in the delivery room. I have always said that he must have been adopted!
I adore your sense of humor and your desire for fun. I love your sensitivity. I laugh every time I read your posts and I can’t wait for our bitchy comments to start after each post.
Hey it’s Friday. Let’s first have a shopping therapy and then get drunk online! I ll bring the Bacardi, you bring the wine.
Love ya sis!

Oh my! I m so tired of this! Do you think anyone gives a sh*t about him?

With you I‘ve shared so much. Without even knowing I was! A poem, a friend, an online show from a satyr... Nothing stays a secret for too long huh? I m happy I’ve met you, even under those circumstances. You are an amazing woman.

Oh sometimes I like you so much and sometimes you make me so furious! How can a person have so many personalities? One moment you are romantic, writing posts that I melt while reading, the other moment you turn into a dictator! Helpful always, that’s for sure.
One joyful post from you and the place starts partying. One strict and we all shut up. I have great expectations from you and I m not the only one. Come on, give it a try. Instead of watching us from above, you can try coming down to “earth” more often. It’s warm and comfortable here. I m sure you ll like it.

u two..i adore u...one very ambitious other very hopeful and strong...following u thanks

Feel free to!

I can admit and say the truth
You are unique and full of vision

My life has changed since we have both
Sat down to talk and took a decision

To be good friends without an auth
Something you only see on television

You are easy to like or love in sooth
That’s how I feel with no revision

Those who know you are indeed loath
To give you up, a very hard mission

Just be with us from this time forth
We only like, here, your admission

There are times when you’re a couth
Sometimes we need your supervision

I wish you a life like a flower blowth
An easy track, a trail of ambition

It’s nice to have you so much it worth
To brighten TC up and recondition

You are the most misunderstood member in this forum. Only few have realized and appreciated your value. And fewer have understood your humor. I find it brilliant. For me, you are a genius. An uneasy soul. Only a sentence written from you is enough to warm my heart and make me smile, even during my worst moments. You know how to say it all in only few words.
Being your friend is an honor. I mean that. And whatsmore, I owe you. You saved me from the monastery once, remember?

Hey! I m still waiting to go hunting with you! You promised to teach me how to hunt zillionaires. So, where are you? My credit cards have hit the reds. I have to do something ASAP!

If we ever had the chance to study together, I m sure we would wet our pants. Like while trying to find out how sh*thead and ya**ak head is in Turkish. You are better in slang than even Ramayan is! Not to mention that your boss is as b*kkafalı as mine!

do u believe miracles?? hehe i could see them in ur eyes...now? i dunno about that...ummmm...im sure u r busy with miracles as always...but dont we all deserve this too??let me know...wana see u soon...

aa do u remember the things that i told u about love??principles,thoughts ideas...i forgot all those...sometimes u too breaks your principles and cant order your brain...this is that ...you cant rule yourself...brain and feelings two fighters both fight for us...one brings happiness one brings sadness...u dunno when and how they bring...which brings happiness...all unknown..u cant decide whats true...than the sick days begin...do you remember how we began and look where we r....paths,streets,walls changed our direction...trying to turn the place where we start...where are you???

aaaah - you are a lovely lovely friend - intuitive, sensitive, caring, funny, strong, and very brave. Love your humour, love the way you look at life, appreciate your strength and honesty. Feel very lucky to have found you.
You are my little sis, love u

just had to say - I love you too
so glad I have a friend in you
feel so close
share so much
hope we'll always
be in touch
I know these lines are rubbish
not good enough to publish
but means the same
and my poor brain
is not working well enough
to write the stuff -
that I'd really like to
but be assured it all is true
I feel so lucky
yes I do
to have a friend, a friend in you

A sweet and caring, quiet, fun friend,with a great sense of humour - maybe a little misunderstood by some - but appreciated by many - including me. Intelligent and sensitive, such a teaser, such a poppet - love sharing the fun with you

Sensitive, intelligent, kind, caring and so lovely. Dear pixie, mischievious and loving, cuddly and lovable, you have lots of living to do and so much to give - you deserve someone very special to help achieve happiness in reaching all your goals. Wishing that all the best things come true for you.

why? do u have to bear me?? even my first joke was unbearable..u always forgave me..you always understood me..strange never behaved me as i did u...dunno wad u have found in me...u are different to me and many times made me blush for my foolish behaviours and jokes...im with u..be happy till last joke...parsimonious thing

im always afraid of hurting u..even if i didnt want to i did many times...forgive me and know that i never did them intentionally..even now sometimes wana run away just to keep you in peace..but cant

look u?smtms i cant understand the aim of loading all those weight on such sweet person's shoulders.....im so sorry for u...i began to hate ''i wish'' but always wanted to say... Allah knows that u can bear it and so he loads...anyway..i cant do sth for u at least wana share ur sadness here just with few words..u r one of those few elaborated ones...i wana call u as''saint'' i trust u too,u can bear it and surprise us again..yes do it honey...make us all surprised and happy...smile for me if u read these lines..though saint

nightbird..qualified one..hardworking student of life...go on...following u how can u bear all those sleepless nights?or how much u sleep?fifteen minutes?and how can u find all those energy to create miracles??anyway...im with u..

hey ..how can i make it unknown...we still sharing many thing...many calls u boş adam..but i dont agree always...except the times when u talk about football its soooooo clear

"Allah knows that u can bear it and so he loads..."
You are so right Dostum!
I just want you to know that I am very thankful to have all my dear friends here and promise to do what you asked.
I love you all!!!
And this is the begining of my promise --

the reason of nights and days..the light of lighthouse..the warmth of summer..the source of wet serviettes..live long..happily..

Seeds Of Despair

At one point, I loved you more than anything
You were my sunshine after the rain;
But with you went my only light,
And I felt nothing but pain.

It's been quite a few years since then,
I've rebuilt my heart and put your memory to rest.
But even after moving on in life,
I can't lift this heavy weight off my chest.

A part of my past is an open book,
Whose pages have gone unread.
That part is you, not a big surprise,
And I can't let go of the last thread.

You haunt me in my dreams at night,
And you plague my every thought.
How do you expect me to let go,
When I don't even know if you're alive or not?

If only I could see you one more time,
Just to know you're ok and doing fine.
That would help me so very much,
And bring some peace to this heart of mine...

i wish

i could look in your eyes,
beg to forgive mistakes,
hold your hands,
sleep on arms,
caress hairs,
smile,laugh,cry,
hug,embrace,feel ur warmth

i wish,i would never say''i wish''

...please be patient...miracles are always worth waiting for... ...I will never forget...

...cat people are special ones...some more than others...clever and wise...a heartless bitch like myself...and a true friend! ...I smell of you... ...and I miss you! ...best wishes and kisses!

...there are hunting and there are hunting...a lioness calmly waits in the shadow for the credit cards to get charged...and for the zillionaires to appear... ...be patient, kaplan...the night is young...and so are wolves... ...we still have time for everything!

I have one sister in cyber space...one sister that knows my inner thoughts...I thank God for her and I am convinced that I will see her soon! ...thanks for the invitation, sis! I love you big time!!!

The most helpful woman at this site, adorable and sweet like the sea breeze. I am so greatful for your help when I needed it! Unforgettable!

I have no idea how this came about - and I don't know what will happen in the end - but I only know I don't want to look back at my life and regret the things I did not do..
So I put my trust in you and hope you will guide the way forward...

Caring and easygoing. Lazy? Maybe, but definitely the good laziness then. The sit-back-and-enjoy laziness. Nothing escapes the all-seeing eye though!
Gifted with one of the most valuable talents, the ability to appreciate and enjoy the simple but beautiful everyday things in life. All too many people have forgotten how to do that, but you're an example.
Great to know you!

do you hear me?yes u do..u r der somewer and hear me very well..so why im weak now?why helpless?why? am i sinful?do i have bad fate? do i have bad chance? umm who knows maybe yes...
i deserve dis..maybe worse..

time goes and everything changes..look now im the one needing suggestions..thanks god u der still...hehe and helping..yes need to remember my rules again..that i told u...yes need to find myself somewer..its the very time

u sometimes can see wad kind of person he/she is at first sight..yes u proved im true..heh remember that principle..life is joyful with it...risks...not to regret later...dont be coward...wise thing

Seize the day, laugh, have fun, care, love, cry, laugh again, but be serious too and then...crack up laughing again, jump in the deep end without knowing what will happen and realize you're happy you did it. Not postponing, living every moment to the fullest whenever possible. That's the spirit

Wow this is such a special thread. What a sweet idea Sophie

A soulmate, sister and good friend. Someone to share all my inner thoughts and secrets and someone who share hers with me. Someone who understands me better than I understand myself. Two bad girls together. She never judges me and supports all my decisions with positive comments. when the decision turns out to not be so good, she draws my attention to the positive outcomes and rebuilds my confidence. She endures my endless ramblings late into the night. She knows how much I love her.

This is someone who was my first friend on the site. Actually my first on line friend. She has shared some of the worst moments of my life and supported me endlessly through my own feelings of self doubt and anxieties. Always so generous with her thoughts and built me up when I was really down. Never being afraid to speak her mind even it it something she knows I dont want to hear, but always with the best intentions and always in a positive way.
She is always so busy, but always finds time to write even when her own life is stressful.

She is outspoken in her views and has the principals of a saint. She never judges me by her own standards, but accepts our differences. She is a long way away from me, out time zones have a very small window when we are both awake, but I always feel she is close. She helped me discover what small inner spirituality I have.

She is so motivated and driven by her desires that she never stops working towards them. She will be a winner in life. She already is.....

I can't remember exactly how I met you, it seems you've always been here. I think I asked your advice about travelling, yes that was it. Just a polite question, but God, what did I get in return A wonderful woman, a curious person, a person loving life and people. Sometimes I feel guilty when you just ask me how I am, because it has been a couple of days since you heard of me.. Then I realize again how you are able to give and care unconditionally..
Oh, and when you're suffering from that Sunday Evening Blues again, just let me know, a trouble shared is a trouble halved

I'm glad i met you, I'm glad i know you.

Cześć I think we met when you asked me how to make your letters deeppink It took some time to understand , but it didn't matter, because a friendship that i cherish a lot grew out of it. I'm always filled with sweet delight when i read your stories again and i feel encouraged when you respond on my experiences and stories. I got to know you as a sweet, caring, intelligent and open-minded woman with a good sense of humor and a broad background. Instead of warning me for all that could happen, you answer my questions and doubts with positiveness and put things in perspective for me.
Your words are wellconsidered and pure.
In Dutch i would say: een vriendin uit duizenden**

Przepraszam for being busy lately and not being able to reply you fully or with the attention that i used to. To be honest i feel like i let you down a bit lately, I think i even forgot to reply to you not that long ago At least we can say that at your university the teachers decided to torture you too, right before the end

I'm really happy for you for the plans you have for this summer. It will be an amazing experience!! Some part of me still hopes that i will be in Istanbul around the same time
If so, I hope you'll learn me how to pronounce Cześć, then I will teach you Hoi (easy one ), the word you faithfully start all your messages to me

Both our lives are at a turning point and will change a lot after we enjoyed our summerholidays. I hope our friendship and frequent contact will continue. I'll need it. And i hope you do too.

Dziękuję

** One in a million would come closer, though the literal translation is.. A friend out of a thousand.

A very unusual person. Such a great sytle of writing - such humour, such wit - without knowing you, I think you are absolutely fabulous, obviously very intelligent and I think modest too. You certainly have a way of brightening up my day and I would love the opportunity to get to know you properly - thanks for the smiles

ummm how to begin to say...every end brings a better starts.. i believe dis.....so never get sad....just make ur happiness deeper....life is too short to sepend days crying....come on...stand up and walk for new surprises ...they are all waiting for you...run...

Read your own words and make them your moto. Everything will be alright before you know it. Tears are not for you...

i dunno how to call u..in fact know but ..i cant decipher u here....hahaha...anyway...ummm..cant find exact words...ok found one...be der for me and never change

if a mosquito bites you,i think its because of me...make the two things deeper...and let me know about how u r...pls
remember ur promise

It is rare
that you meet someone
who with that first word
becomes your friend.
Someone who knows
nothing about you one day
and all your secret thoughts
the next.
Someone who asks for nothing
in return for friendship itself.
Someone who makes it
just as easy to share sadness
as it is to share joy.
I found you.
And like a precious memory
a friendship like ours is forever.

You're a very special friend to me.
And I really cherish
all the wonderful qualities you have;
the ones that shine so bright
for everyone to see,
and the more personal ones...that are
only known to the lucky people
who are close to you.
You've got so many good things going for you.
And the more I know of this world
and of the people in it,
the more I know that you're really one of a kind.

I think I could search the world over
and never find
a more wonderful friend than you.

My classy classmates(remember Kelly),
I am sorry I post all at once but I need to do this to let my friends to know how much I've missed them.

Through the seasons of our lives,
friends come and go.
Some stay longer than others.
Some touch us,
and then are gone.
But as the seasons change,
I am reassured to know
you will always be there.
Because no matter how busy
our lives become,
our friendship remains true.
And knowing I have
the kind of friend
I have in you
gives me hope
to face all my tomorrows.

You are someone who cries for me,
worries for me, and smiles for me,
and someone I can do the same for.
You are always there when I
especially need a friend,
and you let me be there for you.
You are someone who cares about me
no matter what I do or say.
You are kind, considerate and gentle,
the type of person I look up to.
You are someone who is loving,
understanding, and compassionate,
who is easy to like and care about.
You have given so much to me:
a friendship that will last
through years and challenges,
a caring and sharing
that I treasure.
You are someone wonderful;
you are my closest friend.
I love you...

You know who i love...

Message to you

You have to impress her! Have you ever thought of sending her flowers?

Really, you are so much fun. How dull my evenings would be without you! But..have you thought of seeing a psychatrist? I am worried about these delusions you are having. Perhaps it would help to talk about your childhood?
Your concerned friend...

She is trying to mislead you my friend. Don't listen to what she says. You just follow my advice!

as i dont care money so much... if it is so...
i would a million dollar to her to use in the toilet
so i still have two tickets to pero wanna join?

ticket is at me you hunters catch me if you can

its so bitter to be in dilemma...confused completely...cant recognize who you are sometimes...we should think twice and then talk once...


wad a boring day today hea?

hey honey...dont worry he ll get well soon...just be strong and know my heart with ya..praying for him...and everything gonna be alright...

believe me

everything ll be...
be strong baby

Ok I behaved myself and kept away from silly posting for a couple of days.
But I need to get silly again! Where have u been yaa? I can't do that alone!

i would blame myself for silly things but now got who are the real ones..u twins...heheh come on start again and lets smile some

I wouldn't call this bribery I would call it a true expression of the heart!

There are plenty of ways to bribe a moderator, especially me.
You can say nice things about me in public, expressing your admiration of my beauty and wit. You can send small (or large) gifts through the post. If you are male, then small romantic gestures, such as poems or nice songs, if you are female, gifts, offers of loans of your hair, sweet little pm's admiring me as a fellow woman - you know that sort of thing.

Offers to help me with my turkish will never go amiss and there's nothing I like better than personal invitations to spend long weekends or holidays in Greece, Turkey, Holland and the Isle of Wight and Laindon (free of charge of course, now I am a struggling single woman with a large mortgage).

You can also of course keep your hands (and dirty minds) off of Pışmeniye, lemon cologne, anything in 14k gold, hand made silk bags with sequins, pashminas, blue beads, little leather slippers with embroidery on are all acceptable. Oh and not forgetting jars of honey and nuts and olive oil soap. Did I forget anything? Hmmmm... I will let you know.

Oh money! Euros, YTL, drachma I dont care, just lots of it. Cheques acceptable........

DELTA GOODREM

"Be Strong"

Are you swimming upstream in oceans of blue?
Do you feel like your sinking?
Are you sick of the rain after all you've been through?
Well I know what you're thinking
When you can't take it
You can make it
Sometime soon I know you'll see

'cause when your in you're darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Well hang on and be strong

I was just playing and singing that song this morning

What a weird coincedences in this world. Tho the post was not meant for me, i still feel it as weird

This friend is quite young, and has done some pretty crazy things, but being in love has given her such focus and wisdom. I would be proud if she were my daughter but I would not let her wear clogs in the house!

beyond normal moulds..a heart made of golden...but soft as much as feather...sometimes a shelter..sometimes sunshine..sometimes rain..sometimes raincoat...forcing limits of human limits..hard to believe as a human being...making days and nights...in such a transient world everbody should have one...words have limits but u not ..thanks for being around

if sth or someone doesnt deserve your tears,you shouldnt pour them ..keep for better things that worth for your precious tears...come oon

sometimes you are doing even if you know its not true...you are hurting yourself and others too..its great stupidity...nothing hurts as much as a silence... u didnt surprised me..bcos you are always so sweet and has great heart...but what can you do if the ones around you are so stupid ? its not your fault...dont be sad...let them to be sad for their silliness...

Moments that do not return
Moments that you do not know if they will ever come back
Moments that are spying on you through the night, and you…
You run away, far away; not to hide
But to meet them, farther
In a dream... in a night’s delusion
The night’s that is about to come…the night’s that has already gone...
A chase without end, every night
I remember you saying that you love staying awake till dawn
I remember you saying that nights are beautiful
Now what do you say? Now you hush and run away
And in your agony to go, you forget to close the door
The door of your dreams... open again tonight...
Tonight again with dreams you will spend the hours till dawn
At least you will get to see the dawn
Pushing the night away
Bringing yesterday in today
And waiting for tomorrow
A tomorrow that is definitely not what you dreamt of
And the door of your dreams, again tonight is wide open...

you...
you always say that this world is not fair...
but its so fair that now you are in this position...
what comes around just goes aroud...
it is so hard to have no belief in persons that you love so much isnt it...
maybe you will fly away alone in this world..
but you deserved it my friend believe me you deserved it...
no pls dont cry... dont swear yourself...

you know what you feel now... what you have...
just please... do it... show the winds of change...
isnt it better my friend? look i am still with you...
you can do it

Why you all make me cry?

I can see you struggling right now.
You feel lost and worried.
Life challenges us to grow
by putting us in different situations.
But if things seem too difficult,
remember I'm your friend.
You mean a lot to me,
and I'm here if you need me.

For...

My silences
For the unwritten and the unspoken
For all the thoughts that agitate my soul
For everything I love
For everything I’ve hated
For my soul
That loves to empty
For my heart
That overflows
For two eyes that speak
For two lips that burn
For the embrace I lost
For the arms that once hold me
For the happiness that I was given
For the sorrows I loved
For the beautiful moments that have not come yet
For those that became memories
For what has marked me
For what goes by unnoticed
For two precious souls
For each moment that goes by…

What would I do without the two of you eeee?
Mora mou! I love you so much!

Be sure that we love you too, my dear Sophia(hehe, even if it is not for me).

This is for my precious friends:

My friend, I want to thank you
for being in my life.
I know I can reach out to you
when I'm troubled,
I know I can share
my joys with you,
and I know our friendship is built on heartfelt caring
for each other.
Your friendship is a precious gift,
one will always be grateful for.
Thank you for filling my life
with so much happiness.
Remember I'm always here for you,
to listen, to encourage you, to share your hurts,
and celebrate your successes.

May this and every day bring you
joy and happiness.

will they be able to guess who i mean.. acaba.... (6)

B eautiful
I ntelligent
T alented
C harming
H eroic
E arnest
S weethearts

hehe YAŞASIN KÖTÃœLÃœK hihihi

you...
yes you i am talking to you...
you really owe me an answer...
i am saying to you... take me up there near you
and lets sort things between eachother...
deal?

Unconditionally listening, making me laugh in the middle of a crying fit.. I discovered so late how much we can share.. Is it me keeping my distance? Me always wanting to solve things on my own? My laziness sometimes? I dunno.. Anyway, so glad I decided to take a different approach, you are an angel, and you know that right now you are my sounding board for my lamentations, and God knows how thankful I am for that..
Thank you so much for being, I'll always be there too, you can be sure of that.. XX

don't hold back cyrano...let your real feelings out

i dont think that those drink makers know anything about you... i have almost tried every kinda drink in this world... but non of them gives that silly happiness,joy and smile i have now by drinking you... and one more good thing about you... you never end...
serefe!

Maybe i wasn't here long at TC,but i really respect you,you are so helpful,even sometimes you decide you won't help anyone anymore,but you just cann't hold yourself back for long time,its in your nature,and who ever come knocking on your door,you never send him away.
Even we don't always agree at many things,but i guess we agree on respecting each other.
And i must say despite anything else,with your helpful nature,you gain lots of people respect,not only me.
Last word,
You know,smiling never hurts anyone

we are so close our minds are sometimes one. we are connected in a way others are not.
You have always been there and you have always listened and cared for me. You are always helping me with the troubles that pile into my life.
You have been through hell and back and your life is still not easy yet you somehow find the time to always care for others. You put on a smiley face and joke around infront of people even when you are at your lowest just because you wish for people not to worry.
I just want you to know though we are far apart we will always be connected. I will care and worry for you always and you are always in my prayers. You are a hero to many people including me!
I thank God every day for your presence and I am so glad to have met you.
شكرا

Oh how I am so glad to have a friend like you in my life. I also thank God everyday for your presence. You always ask how I am and how my life has been. You have helped me through so much and I know when we meet I will have tears in my eyes as I have finally met the person that I will always call a friend.
I wish for your life to be full of happiness...God knows you deserve it. I am proud of you and I know someone so close to you will also be very proud of you.

I always ask myself one question....where have you been all my life?
Gracias

We talk into the very late morning hours about anything and everything. You are one of the very few that make me smile and even laugh.
Recently you have been there for me and listened to all my troubles and you have helped me in anyway possible.
I just want you to know I am here when ever your troubles get to much and I pray to God your dreams will come true.
Thanks for being a great mate.

Fo' shizzle

P.S.Take a bloody vacation!!!

Ho there m8
The first question you asked me I still remember very clearly: "Do you know what a 357 is?" I proudly stated yes and also to your suprise...which reminds me how is your Nena (M-16)?
And thanks to you I will never forget what to do when a hungry/mad polar bear is chasing after me....LAW
From then on we have shared interests and laughter (einige auf Deutsch)

I wish you happiness and a safe travel when travelling Europe.
Sagen Sie hallo Ihrem Bruder für mich.
Vielen Dank für das Gelächter

Ahhh to my two dear canıms you know who you are....I love you both and I hope we will remain friends always. Stay safe my double trouble twins

kai who are u referring to ?

to my wonderful friend who always makes me laugh..why the heck are u always offline? through thick and thin u r always there and i truly appreciate it canim

and to another wonderful woman who helped me through when i was surrounded by darkness u helped me see the light and hopefully now i will continue to follow it

to my best friend ever...
maybe not anyone passed through what i did through..
the life was so crule to me...and hit me meanly..
when i was in the middle of the wounds..with no friends at all.. at all....i met u here..on this nice website...but i didnt ever know that i'll meet a friend not like other friends..you were the only one....and still my best..
whenever i feel hurt of my sorrow..i find you like belsem..healing alot..and your words was the life for my despirate hopes...thats how our friendship was...
may Allah bless u ..protect u... save u .....keeps your dear ppl close to you.....and never make u sad...
amin..
amin.. ya reb al alemin...

your friend
musti

to some one very special..
since i'm the older one between my brothers..i missed something i always i wish i had....
an older sister....
she's not like a mother..she's even closer..a sis that i can share my secrets with her..take advices from her..can direct me when i feel i'm lost...
when she tell my: hello...really become glad..here's my older sis came..respect her..and always show her that i love her presence there..and help her as she's helping me..
i really missed that feeling..that presence of very very special person..
but dont worry..i dont miss that at all now and anymore.
bcz i met this one..my older wise lovely dear sweet sis..
you know who she is?
yes...she's YOU.......
so please..please..please..keep saying hello to me..keep being there..keep helping me..i'm always waiting..even we're in other worlds..you r my lovely older sis..
thank you...god bless you...mustafa

ur hopes are mine..ur worrıes are mıne...ur tears are mıne...ur smıles are mınes...

just open ur eyes....everythıng ıs same as ın the past...everythıng ıs good everythıng ıs beautıful...and everythıng ll be more beautıful

just believe it..then do...

words just stucked in my throat? do you feel so too?

i know its useless whatever i say and whatever i do...

dont pretend that as you are cold, this way you cant get rid of from me... you can never... coz i know what is beating and what is crying under that cold coat you wear these days...

you are dropping everynight(its getting hard to hold them in day times...) from my eyes... one by one... sometimes like a fall...
whatever it is... you are the one for me...
the joy of being with was amazing... though the bitterness of your gone is not bad too... its ok...
as i told before anything from you is welcome

i know... i still have hope... you will come again...you have to... angels have promised me!

what else remained in istanbul worth for to live...

Sui... this is really sad...

When you read these words,
chances are that I'll be sitting here
thinking of you...
as I so often do.
I'll probably be smiling
one of the smiles that I always do
when thoughts of you come my way.
When you read these few words,
I hope you'll think,
just for a moment,
how much you mean to me
and how much you always will.
And when you continue on with the things
you need to be doing in your day,
smile a smile for me, and remember
that I'll be thinking of you still.

one bunch for each of you (because there's no smiley for fields of flowers

Hiroshima Mon Amour

- Hey, I see you got new book shelves. They look fine!
- Hmm... really? I didn't realize.
- And you took your other books out of the packages and ordered them on the shelves.
- My turkish books. I miss them a lot.
- Are you sure? You rather seem to grab hold of your books. Don't say you feel yourself in emptiness.
- .....
- Why?
- Don't know.
- C'mon! Don't ever try to avoid it.
- I say, I don't know.
- But I know... hehe!
- Get a life!
- C'mon! Just confess it!
- Confess what?
-...the fact that she will never forgive you, make you suffer and you feel yourself in emptiness.
- But I....
- Ssshh... Say nothing! You have to live with such a shame!
- I know that. You don't have to remind me of that.
- You have to wear your shame like a necklace for the rest of your life.
- I say I know that! Don't remind me of these over and over again!
- But why? Do they hurt you? Do they make you suffer? Hehe!
- Yes... They do! A great deal at that!
- You have to get used to the thought that she will never ever forgive you.
- Shut up! I say shut up!
- OK, ok. Don't be angry so easily! Hehe!
- You are too cruel!
- Yes, I am. Hehe! But you must have considered everything when you commited your big sin, right?
- Yes, I didn't, sadly...
- Then you...
- Don't dare say anything anymore! I did deserve what I have felt for the last couple of days, I know this.
- Hehe! Good boy! You seem you got your head screwed on right. Hehe!
- Yes. I did. Now get a life!
- OK, ok. Don't forget to clean dust on your books. Hehe!
- Get a life I say! You bastard!

"Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice.

And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another..."

Ephesians 4:31.

"TO ERR IS HUMAN, TO FORGIVE IS DIVINE."

Thank you.

- I can't believe, you are drinking beer! Are you so sorrowful or what? Or is that because your country, your sad and beautiful country, lost again?
- You mean the elections?
- Yeah..
- My country is used to losing, you know this.
- Yes, I know. Just like you, huh?
- I am a loser as well. Right. Just like my country.
- You and your country- "Beautiful Losers"! Hehe!
- C'mon! Don't start again. It is not a proper time for Cohen, you know.
- But you are drinking beer, which you very rarely do.
- So?
- I mean, oh, whatever!...
- ...that I did lose a dear friend, and my country, its future today?
- ......
- Do you think it is coincidence?
- No, I think that was already obvious.
- You and your country would lose anyway?
- Exactly!
- Hey, don't you forget to thank your real friends- I said friends? Oh, I meant angels.
- Ah, I am so much grateful to all of them, you know this.
- Of course, I know. But do they also know this?
- Ermm.. I think they, too, know; at least can feel...
- Feel what?
- ...that firstly and above all, beside their other virtues, their tolerance and understanding affected me a great deal today.
- Then, where is your thanks?
- Here is: THANK YOU.
- Good boy!
-
- Oh my God! Look at this!
- What happened?
- There! Don't you see "the rainbow of wishes"?
- Aha! I am seeing it now.
- Hey, what about passing through the rainbow of wishes?
- Why not? Let's go!
- Won't you say "Goodbye" to your friends?
- Oh, forgive my rudeness! Ok. Goodbye, friends!
- Nice! Now let's go!
- Hey! Be careful, you are about to fall into the pit in front of you!
- Opps! Thanks.
-
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To Unknown,
Have you ever heard of MySpace? Its a great place to blog. You could write all your strange conversations and photos there and if people wanted to read them they could visit it

Enjoy

I just received your gift today. Since you didn't let me know you sent it, I wasn't expecting it to arrive. And because of the affairs of the last days, I completely forgot about it. I received your gift in such moments that I was so affected and touched by it. I have been so sentimental now, cyring again and again for sometime. I opened the envelope with my shivering hands and my eyes were already full of tears at that moment, then my lips started to shiver. Oh, no, no!.. The first one of my tears was now among my lips. I coudn't have hold myself any more, and you can guess the rest.

"La Gloire de Mon Pere" was located betwen the green paper, and behind was your letter. I touched and caressed each one of them, crying. I have seen your handwriting, I have seen it -yes! I couldn't read it at first, because your handwriting seems terrible, compared to mine- you, too, would accept this, I know. Maybe you were in hurry when you wrote those lines. But why has your handwriting touched me the most? I have seen your handwriting. Can you imagine that?

I won't break my promise. Those who sent to me a gift know how much happy and gratefull I become when I receive their gift. This is not the first time I received a gift from friends from overseas, but this is the first time I can't state my happiness and gratefullness, I can't say "thank you", to the sender, which hurts me. I do truly hope and want that you sees and read this post, if not today, let it be "one day".

If you come to visit my city or pass through it, I know you will remember me, probably not with good memory. And at that moment, if what crosses my mind and heart right now, crosses your mind and heart for a moment as well, please, please -I beg you- don't hesitate! (Let's) find an excuse, let's say you have still kept your promise and I still want my cup of tea... or let's say I could never read your handwriting and you just wanted to re-write it in person... Let's say "the DVD doesn't work" and you just thought I couldn't let you know about it when I received it today or you just wanted to make up for it. Let's say you saw the devil in me and this time you wanted to see my embarrasment on my face, on my looks and in my eyes or how I would be shy when looking at you. I do know such excuses would be childish. But I know that you do know this wouldn't be the point and we both wouldn't care if any excuse would be childish in that case when you are in my city. If such a thought crosses your mind and heart for a moment, please -I beg you- just throw a "f*ck" to all that happened in the past and put all aside for just half an hour or an hour and call me for a cup of tea or having beer. I do know you can do that. You did prove and show us that you have as a BIG HEART as you could do that. My remarks haven't meant anything to you anymore and you won't believe me this time, I know this. Nevertheless I want to repeat it: You have and always have a friend here. Please remember this if you come to visit my city or pass through it.

I have felt both happiness and sorrow at the same time, and am full of mixture of various feelings. As you can guess, it will be a sad "THANK YOU". I am so much gratefull to you. I couldn't realize and perceive your friendship and your value, and do deeply regret to have destroyed everything, which caused me to lose you.

THANK YOU.

does somebody have a new nickname???

I'm just now starting to realize we do have a few revised nicknames here. Bye the way, where has Cyrano or however, you spell his nickname. Should I also know who CirqueDuSoleil is as well?

and quasimodo?

When you gou out to eat alone, do you ask for a table for 6? And who buys?

If you read this post, -which I want to believe and hope you will encounter and read-, please take my post as an effort to chat with you for a few minutes. I believe that there are very few sins or mistakes on this earth that cannot be forgiven and forgotten, or better shouldn't be forgiven and forgotten. I didn't and won't compare mine with other kind of sins or mistakes, because I believe that each sin/mistake is sin/mistake in its own way, so are their harm and results. I don't know what to call what I did to you, but I am ready to describe it with the heaviest word if I am told how to describe. Let's say it is a "sin", a big sin at that. I have always believed and hoped my "sin", despite its bigness, is a kind of sins that can be forgiven and forgotten. No, in no way do I mean "easily". You said you forgave me, (I am endlessly grateful to you for that), probably because you saw or felt or understood that I have paid enough for my sin by suffering and suffering twinge of conscience. And then you added: you haven't forgotten. I have been trying to figure out, trying to put myself in place of you for days. I wouldn't forget, either, if I were in place of you. I have to admit you have the absolute right not to forget my sin. But I reflected on your remark a great deal. It can't be a coincidence, you must have carefully chose your every word as well as the tenses you used in your last e-mail to me. "But I haven't forgotten", namely The Present Perfect Tense. You could have said it in the Future Tense, like "But I won't forget", but you didn't. I do know very well that you know the differences between these two tenses, and I know the usages of the tense Present Perfect Tense as well. I mean there is no "definiteness", although there is "continuity", in your remark. And the definiteness, namely your saying "But I won't forget", would make me suffer and fear the most.

Maybe that's why, despite all/everything, you said to me "Take good care" in both your last sms and e-mail. Am I wrong?

Sincerely,
N.

I haven't watched "La Gloire de Mon Pere", and I don't think I will ever dare to watch it. I do fear. Unless I win back your confidence, I won't watch it. However I will always keep and care it. It is very precious to me.

Well since you publicly stated that M. Kemal Ataturk is not a national hero (because your American friends don't know who he is), its no wonder you are happy Vineyards won't be posting any longer. I can't even imagine how you feel he twisted your words. Your words are pretty twisted all by themselves without any help from others...

Yes, and your also associated by the company you keep now aren't you. So it seems self evident, you have a habit of twisting things here as well. Interpretate anything you want as long as it sits well in your mind, our CNN expert. I got to give it you KeithL, your two sense is always appreciated here.

CNN Expert, I love that!!! See, this is a personal attack, not a comment on anything I have ever said. This is the difference between me and you I think. I keep my comments to what someone actually says.
Once and for all, I do not work for CNN. It is only the page that opens when I start my computer.
And I am proud to call Akin a friend. So yes, I am guilty of being a complete supporter of the ideals of the Turkish Constitution.

So, stating my words are "twisted" isn't a personal attack? Hmm, ok if you say so. :-S

"The keenest sorrow is to recognize ourselves as the sole cause of all our adversities." - Sophocles

I didn't look for this quote (and no, this is not from Wanda), in fact it itself has just found me today. Then this must really mean -a sign- that I am really a criminal and have been still regretting and suffering.

Hello,
N.

KeithL, you are just too much for words. So, once again go back and reread my posts, did I not say that Ataturk was Turkeys Hero. Did, I not say I had respect for their hero? Did I not agree with Vineyard on his following statements? Hmm, let's pick and choose what words we want to distort here. You and your buddy seem to do alot of this. See you in jail...

1-This country fought a war of independence under the leadership of K. Ataturk.
2- Turkish republic was founded by Ataturk.
3- You or your fellow employees don't have to know him and I don't care a bit whether they do or not.
4- Read the comments made by Churchill, Lord Kinross etc to understand how they regarded him in the UK.
5- Alternatively, do not give a ... about it and mind your own business. Ataturk is our hero and we are proud of him.
6- Eat a lot of fish and walnuts.


Grapevine, I never disagreed with the following above, now did I? I think you have taken my original post and left it somewhere in the vineyard. No where in any of my posts did I misunderstand the basic concept as you would like to claim. I just don't use the term "National Hero" very loosely. Once again, I made a clear observation when I responded to the original post and yet I'm put in a position to argue over Turkey's "National Hero". I have never insulted Ataturk here, yet you keep challenging me to do so. Not sure what your motive is.
To clarify your above statements, here are my responses.
1. Agree
2. Agree
3. Agree
4. Agree
5. Agree
6. Agree (I love fish but prefer cashews.)

And because the others topics are locked the fight continues here. Nice....

Thread locked due to complaints and the discussion going into wrong directions.