the reason of nights and days..the light of lighthouse..the warmth of summer..the source of wet serviettes..live long..happily..

Seeds Of Despair

At one point, I loved you more than anything
You were my sunshine after the rain;
But with you went my only light,
And I felt nothing but pain.

It's been quite a few years since then,
I've rebuilt my heart and put your memory to rest.
But even after moving on in life,
I can't lift this heavy weight off my chest.

A part of my past is an open book,
Whose pages have gone unread.
That part is you, not a big surprise,
And I can't let go of the last thread.

You haunt me in my dreams at night,
And you plague my every thought.
How do you expect me to let go,
When I don't even know if you're alive or not?

If only I could see you one more time,
Just to know you're ok and doing fine.
That would help me so very much,
And bring some peace to this heart of mine...

i wish

i could look in your eyes,
beg to forgive mistakes,
hold your hands,
sleep on arms,
caress hairs,
smile,laugh,cry,
hug,embrace,feel ur warmth

i wish,i would never say''i wish''

...please be patient...miracles are always worth waiting for... ...I will never forget...

...cat people are special ones...some more than others...clever and wise...a heartless bitch like myself...and a true friend! ...I smell of you... ...and I miss you! ...best wishes and kisses!

...there are hunting and there are hunting...a lioness calmly waits in the shadow for the credit cards to get charged...and for the zillionaires to appear... ...be patient, kaplan...the night is young...and so are wolves... ...we still have time for everything!

I have one sister in cyber space...one sister that knows my inner thoughts...I thank God for her and I am convinced that I will see her soon! ...thanks for the invitation, sis! I love you big time!!!

The most helpful woman at this site, adorable and sweet like the sea breeze. I am so greatful for your help when I needed it! Unforgettable!

I have no idea how this came about - and I don't know what will happen in the end - but I only know I don't want to look back at my life and regret the things I did not do..
So I put my trust in you and hope you will guide the way forward...