taþ olsam suyum çýkar daþ olsam savrulurum bu bakýþlarda ama ben sadece aþýðýným

I´m not sure about this sentence.  Are you sure you spelled the word "daþ" correctly?  Because it may either mean "taþ" or a suffix that is used as "fellow" such as in "kardeþ" or "arkadaþ".  That, as you can see, can change the whole meaning of the sentence, so I need a clarification on that=).

im not so sure... i just copied and pasted it from how he wrote it years ago... :S