My love, I understand your letter and I do not think bad of you ok? The Turkish members translated it for me. I want you to know that I truly adore you. I will not enter the room anymore. You can be sure on this. I am very happy that you opened up a jewelry shop. I hope it becomes very successful. I know you will be busy with work but please never forget me because I never forget you. Know that everytime we are not talking, you are always with me. I carry you with me in my heart. I don't want anyone to come between our relationship. I have sealed and locked away my heart for you. I want to go to Turkey and live with you. Yes, I want to carry your child my dear. Please call me when you are on msn and I will come for you. It doesn't matter what time or day it is, I will come for you. Just as long as I am near the computer, not so tired and/or not working, I will come for you. I miss you too much. Your love...

Aşkım, mektubunu anlıyorum ve senin hakkında kötü düşÃ¼nmüyorum, tamam mı? Türk üyeler benim için çevirdiler. Şunu bilmeni isterim ki seni gerçekten çok seviyorum. Bir daha odaya girmeyeceğim. Bundan emin olabilirsin. Bir kuyumcu dükkanı açtığına çok sevindim. Umarım çok başarılı olur. Biliyorum işinle meşgul olacaksın ama lütfen beni unutma çünkü ben seni asla unutmayacağım. Şunu bil ki konuşmadığımız zamanlarda herzaman benimle birliktesin. Seni kalbimde taşıyorum. Aramıza hiç kimsenin girmesini istemiyorum. Kalbimi senin için mühürleyip kilitledim. Türkiye'ye gidip seninle yaşamak istiyorum. Evet, senin çocuğunu taşımak istiyorum canım. Lütfen msn'de olduğunda beni ara, senin için gelirim. Hangi gün olduğu ya da saatin kaç olduğu farketmez, senin için gelirim. Bilgisayara yakın olduğum sürece ve çok yorgun olmadığım ya da çalışıyor olmadığım sürece senin için gelirim. Seni çok özlüyorum. Aşkın...

I just have a hesitation about not entering the room, is it metaphorical?

Edit: The sentence in bold is edited.

Mltm, thank you very much for the translation. For a moment there, I didn't think anyone was going to translate for me because I've been asking for a lot of translation lately. Sorry members...... :- Thanks goodness you helped me. -) And about your question regarding cam. I was just referring to the chatrooms. My boyfriend doesn't want me to enter the chatrooms. He is afraid I will meet someone new and forget him. He is crazy... How can I?..when I'm in love with him.

asiaprncess,
u r not allowed to enter the chatroom here? :-S

well, christine, there are women who love being under a total control. such women have no their own viewpoints and prefer not to think, since such women actually are not able to think at all. i met this kind of women, and believe me, they are so dull and colorless. they keep silent, do their job about home and wait till their husbands give new instructions. most of these women are religious and i would also add that they are harmless, they just exist!

Christine - keep this man on his toes and inform him that u do go to chat rooms. Since i started going to chat rooms my boyfriend gives me more attention as he is worried i may meet someone else. I know he visits chat rooms also - but he is not enjoying it so much anymore !! he he
Myra

What a nonsense. I understand why he doesn't want her to chat in chatrooms and i think that is very normal. As long as he doesn't say 'i forbid you', then nothing is wrong. Besides, why would one be interested in meeting strange men on internet if you have a boyfriend ánd your normal friends in daily life? Ofcourse, meeting people from all over the world is nice and good for language/cultural exchange but.. how would you feel if your boyfriend was chatting with unknown foreign girls? Wouldn't it get you all jealous and uncomfortable and very insecure? These feelings can ruin a healthy relationship, because if you are jealous/incomfortable/insecure you cannot act towards each other the way you used to. So maybe better avoid those feelings for him too.

But your boyfriend must also learn that, for example chatting / pm'ing on this website, is based on the exchange of knowledge about Turkey/Turkish and he should appreciate you for trying to learn as much as possible. And if friendships grow from this, then that should only be good.

what a nonsense!
why do u think that in chatrooms u meet only men? and why the hell its wrong meeting strange men? i chat with caliptrix, tirrogan and ade. so what? these are totally strange men to me! hehehe, i love talking these guys!
i really enjoy chatting different ppl. and i cant imagine anyone forbiding me this.

what a primitive thinking! :-S

christine is right! there must be a trust! what kind of love is that if u will be gradually forbiden doing this or that?

asiaprincess, do u have ur own head or not? at least my own head is not for decoration! go ahead, u can be submissive to him, its not my business, but then, later, dont cry, sweety! i know what i talk!