yok ölesine girdim çıkıcam şimdi zaten

No, I signed in without a special reason, I will go now anyway.

How would i say: 

"I was hoping maybe it was because i was a special reason!"

"But that would require me even being in your thoughts"

"Going back to the sentence i could not translate"

trasnlated as in the order above;

-Belki önemli bir neden olduğum için olduğunu umuyordum.

-Fakat bu benim senin düşüncelerinde olmamı gerektirir.

-Cümleye dönersem, tercüme edemedim.

Is this correct? I feel as it it is very very wrong. 

I give up on you-----Sen ben vazgeçmey

-Bu doğru mu? Sanki çok yanlışmış gibi hissediyorum.

-Senden vazgeçiyorum.

I apologize i only needed the one sentence not the question. But thank you. I was close but not quite there.

I see... XD

You can also say. "Ben senden vazgeçiyorum" Same meaning.

I just need to say i give up. I do give up. Being treated like dirt has taken its toll on me.

I give up - Pes ediyorum / vazgeçiyorum/bırakıyorum.

Pes etmek: this has the meaning of giving up something because that you try alot and you cannot get a result

vazgeçmek : might have the same meaning above but also have the meaing that you just changed your mind and do not want to do something you want to do before.

bırakıyorum: has the meaing to quit, to abandon. etc..

Being treated like dirt has taken its toll on me. - Değersiz biriymişim gibi muamele görmek beni çok yıprattı.

Note: I give up on you - senden vaz geçiyorum / seni bırakıyorum

What about:

"If i wanted a man to show me no respect i would walk into a crowded room and undress. I would go to my neighbors. I would have stayed married. "

Just need quotes in turkish. I wont say it just curious. I am not going to say anything more to this person.