I hope it's like that

I hope it's like that or in that manner

What do you want in life? hayatinda ne istiyorsun?
Sometimes i wonder why you are with me-bazen neden sen benimlesin acaba
You dont want to marry me-beni evlenmek istemiyor musun?
you dont want my children -benim çocuklarimi istemiyormusun?
you dont want to show me to your family - beni ailene göstermiyormusun?
what do you want? -ne istiyorsun ?

because mart ayı beklemenin anlamı kalmadı biz bir araya gelemeyiz mart ayında gelemezsin because sende money not have. bende acil germany gitmem lazım ok beni anla lütfen baby
my try:

because on March,it's no meaning for waiting,we can't go between,on March if you couldn't come.because you don't have money too.Me too i have to go to Germany urgent ok,please understand me baby.

could someone help here?

ben canim sen beni anlamiyorsun -you don't understand me my darling.

yada anlamak istemiyorsun -or you don't want to understand.

bu sartlarda biz nasil bir araya gerliriz -in these conditions,how we could (?)

cok zor buna anlaman gerek -it's very hard,but to this you need to understand.
biz hayal kuruyoniz sadece -we are dreaming(daydreaming) only.
ana ben seni anlamiyorsun canim -but i understand you my dear

beni seviyormusun -do you love me?

I asked

my try

you sent me sms ,i will change my job

i would forgive you for anything because i love you so so much. can you not forgive me please.


hersey icin seni affediyorum cunku seni cok seviyorum,beni effetmeyebilirmisin?

I guess it means ,that was a shame of you or shame on you or you did a bad thing etc..

My try:
lutfen blok çözme

but can someone help here?