Köpekler Gibi Söz

Seslendiren: Gece Yolcuları


Özledim seni seni ve her şeyimi
Beklerim yolunu günlerim
Geçmez oldu

Özledim seni çok sevdim
Köpekler gibi
Okudum mektuplarını ağladım
Ah deliler gibi

Donuktu kanım sevdam yarım
Senden ayrı olmaz canım
Unutmam seni ellerini
Gözlerini ahhh

Unutamam ki seni





ahh what a song... im only confused at why KÖPEKLER is used.. maybe it has a double meanining here? would someone explain that please??

was it only me who noticed the hidden meaning in the film?

Thank you for your long and very explanatory posts kadir!!

Thank you for your comments everyone.
I'm glad that there are some people who understand me! And also that there are people who, like me, dont agree with gossiping!!

i would like to share these mails i have received from Aslan:


Dear Miss_c!
I don´t have any idea what so ever what happened to you...but I am so sorry for you and for not being able to go to Turkey as planned. Miss_c, you are such an intelligent and strong young woman, I truelly wish you all the best and hope that your problems can be solved and that you will have the power to overcome whatever has occured.
I wish there was something I could do for you, because I know how much you have yearned for this journey and how much effort you have put in learning turkish. You are a wonderful example of a young woman that has so many gifts and I know you will succeed in life whatever goals you put up for yourself!
I wish my daughters will show as much intelligence, integrity, humour, love, energy and beauty as you and Deli-kizin. You 2 impress me every day with your intelligent and relevant postings at tc, though lately I have missed you much (besides the fact that I can´t follow you when you write in turkish).

Kendine iyi bak!

I wish you the best...and remember...that one day you will be able to look back at this experience and you will see that you learned something about life that you could not have learned otherwise, being good or bad...this is what we can do with everything that hurt us and affect us in life. I wish there was an easier way for you, my friend, and I don´t think you deserve it! But still I hope that you can see the light on the other side...

Best wishes and kisses,
yours truelly,
Aslan also known as Cathrine



Oh, miss_c, I was so glad to hear from you and to see that you keep your sparkle and spirit that I so much admire with you. And I hope that one day you will find that it is not a contradiction to take each day as it comes and still live with a plan. But as you so wisely say - you never know what is around the corner. That is the most awful and at the same time the most exciting marvellous thing about being alive. The day we only meet what we expect from life...then we all will be bored stiff. Still...I think that whatever gossip was told in some turkish village is so unfair towards a woman of your caliber. I hope their tongues will rotten (however that is spelled)!

/Aslan



Dear miss_c, I just read your posting about what happened. I don´t know much about the circumstances but I still have some questions according to what you wrote. I find it really tragic if you will lose big part of your family. How can you be sure everybody believes the lies about you? I know that in a culture like the turkish one there is always very much respect towards the elder...which means that if some elder say lies it is most unlikely that the rest will say anything against this person. That would be considered really rude. But that does not mean that they really believe this person... At least this was my experience when it comes to the peruvian culture. My ex is from Peru and I was married with him for 13 years...



What does your father say about this? Can he see what the motives are? Is she trying to take revenge for something that have not even got to do with you? Sorry for being curious...and it is not primarily because I am only being curious...but because I think that old bitches mainly have a reason for their behaviour... (I am an old bitch myself you know)





i will reply later.. aşkım has come on line and i have to speak to him.. please carry on with this thread guys. i will like to read your replies later...


xxx

we have to wait a couple of years until our house has been built in trabzon somewhere in the mountains so we can all go as a family (for the 1st time!).
my father has come to the conclusion that he doesnt want to be near any of the family, and i have never agreed more.
after i have finished college and aşkım has done uni and millitary we will İNŞALLAH get married.

think about it like this esther,

could anything be done to change the way a dog will always run back to its owner? NO, it could even be classed as nature? (i nearly said human nature hehe, omg how can i even make jokes at a time like this..!! anyway...)

some things just cant be changed işte.
another example..

could world peace ever be achieved by the attempts of one person. NO. because it has got too out of hand.


people have been brought up like this, live their whole lives like this and its now part of who they are and they are unable to change. whoever tries to change them or show them the right path in right, it wont work.
they have eyes and ears but can neither see or hear.
its not worth trying.

we have thought of every possible way to make this situation better. but everyone leads to some kind of problem.

are jokes made like thiS?

when i first went to turkey in 2003 i was so happy that i could meet all of my relatives that i had never met before. i would just sit there and think "wow.. you are my uncle.." or.."omg you are my cousin" (my mother has no brothers or sisters so these are the only relatives i have).
i have now discovered that they are all just easy influenced, ignorant people who are a waste of space on this wretched planet.
i am so angry and upset because now i feel so lonely.
i loved and trusted those people so much and i dont want to know the truth, it hurts too much.

i have only 3 people in my life: my parents and aşkım.

alo? kimse yok mu?
bana yardım eden yok mu artık?