I missed you so much, and I always worry about you. My parents said that we will return to Altinkum next Summer. It's so far away, will you be working at the .... again? Is it likely? Where should we go? I want to spend time with you, but only if you want to see me.

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Thank you so very much for all your help, miss_c you are fantastic! The part about marriage, I am trying to say I don't want to become intimate with him before marriage.
salukvadze,I'm confused about the corrections, which to use but thank you!
Haha don't worry,I won't give him the lecture all at once, I'll just tell him gradually in pieces.

Merhaba herkes, I am so sorry, I am so annoying, but please could someone translate this for me? I'm praying for the day I can do it myself, but I'm useless. Sorry for the length.

"I completely understand that work is very important to you, I admire that. I’ll think of you every second and I hope that you will contact me, it doesn’t matter how - phone, text, email, letter, so that my mind can rest. I’m sad because I wish I could be with you, to cuddle you, to be by your side. I am working hard to save money so that I can come to see you sometime. I don’t believe in anything really close before marriage, because I believe that love is essential for intimacy. I’m always talking about you, always thinking about you. You’re very interesting, I am interested in your secretive mind. What is love? What is your definition of love? I say I love you because I mean it. Can I ask- why have you never wrote to me?
I never had a boyfriend because I was waiting to fall in love. My heart and mind are old, I’ve seen that this is a cruel and dangerous world, I hope that I can find peace and beauty in your heart. In the Summer, don’t fall in love with any beautiful girls, I know there are thousands of girls better than me, but all I can say is that my love is pure and true. If people ask you if you have a girlfriend, I hope you will say yes.
You’ll be tempted by lot of girls, but from this distance I cannot afford to imagine you with another, it hurts too much. Don’t abuse the trust I have in you.
Never associate me with the bad English girls you meet, because I don’t want to be thought of like that.
People call me crazy because they say I’ll get a broken heart, I have read many bad stories too, but only time will decide our destiny, it will decide if it will carry us together or separate us. Time will prove the strength of your love. A lot depends on you.
I would have come to see you this summer, but it is not possible, that is why I am saving money for as soon as I can. You are always with me, you are the last thing I think about before sleeping, and the first thought I have when I wake up. I have had a bad argument with my dad, I hate myself sometimes. People can say such hurtful things. And I feel lost. Talking to you is what keeps me sane. I say such useless romantic words but I can’t help it, it’s the way I feel about you. Forgive me if you think I’m stupid."

"Sometimes people make me fee so stupid, I don’t know what to believe any more. About everything. I can’t say much more. I’m trying to understand life, but it seems that some things are beyond understanding.
I have many exams soon, for psychology, languages, geography, so I will be studying a lot. I have just come home from my cleaning job, my boss came to see me and caught me singing and dancing, it was quite embarrassing! But I still have the job!

Why did you stay at ---- hotel/apartments for 2 weeks ? Why not home? Did you stay there with your friend or someone else? I just think too much, that’s all. I’m not causing an argument. People say things to make me worry.
Your English is improving. I’m just trying to learn Turkish through translation sites. So if ever you can’t say something in English, write it in Turkish and I’ll try to translate it myself.
Do you have a favourite poem or story?
I knew you’d say that!
Do you believe that dreams can come true?
I’m hearing a lot of bad stories.I won’t say.
Do you think that war is ever justified?
Do you think that stereotyping/generalising/ judging people is wrong?
Do you think it is worse to be lonely, or to be the person causing another person’s loneliness?
Do you ever wonder about life? Isn’t it depressing.
Why not?
Do you like writing letters? It's a simple question"


Teşekkür ederim, it would take me 5 years to even get close to translating this! It's very important. Thank you again, I'll be so grateful!

I am very sorry about the length!

" Darling, I hope you did not work too much. You know, when I don't hear from you I worry that you are with a girl, that you are sleeping with a girl, I also worry about your safety.
How was work? What did you do? And did you phone me? You didn't text or anything. I nearly gave up.
Someday do something romantic for me, something nice. It's always me being the romantic one!
Describe your perfect day.
Your friend talked to me a little, I felt a bit uncomfortable sometimes. I only like talking to you.
From now on, I want you to be honest with me at all times, tell me everything. I'm honest with you. You know that.
Why didn't you come back the last time we spoke? You said 7 o'clock, then you never came. I'm tired of people telling me I am a fool, they say so many things to depress me. That is why I always ask you things and you think I start fights. I don't like being English, because people assume I'm the same as the easy people just because I am English. And they say that I am a fool because you will break my heart - if you haven't already. It hurts. Sometimes I believe them, and sometimes I just ignore them.
I want to see you this year, and although I am always with you whether you think about me or not, I don't think it's possible this year. It's too late now. Next year is far away, but I will see you then. It is no problem for me to wait because I am a faithful and loyal girl, I hope you can do the same.
Whatever the future brings,I will accept it with dignity. And even if my heart breaks and I fall, then I will hide every tear and every sorrow.
What is your motto/belief?"

It's very long, I am sorry, if there was any way I could translate it myself, I would.


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Kadir37, thank you so much, you are so helpful, really thank you, it means a lot to me.

" I miss you more each day, some days I wake up and feel so depressed because I don't know when I'll see you again. Even if you had no love for me, I would not be ashamed because I love with all my heart. I hope that you know the kind of person I am, you can trust me, I worry that because I am British people assume that I am like most British tourists. My darling, this summer I will be thinking of you every second whilst you are working. Yes, I will worry, but my love won't fade. Sometimes I think this is all a dream, when people tell me I am naive I feel so unsafe, but although I am not a fool, I am a young girl in love. I have said in the past that you should prove you love me- I still say this, although I know you care, I hope that you love me even half as much as I love you. Not as a friend, but as my true love. I don't want you to hide emotions, and don't fake emotions. Please don't text or talk to other girls , because I don't talk to other boys, I am always loyal. A lot of tourists are so naive, but I know who I am. I don't have to justify myself, the choice is yours. If you hold a true love in your heart I will be so happy... I know in the past you have loved, the past can't be changed, and I also worry sometimes why you talk to me, and I think the girls you 'loved' must have been so great. I believe you fall in love easily, but I never want to be heart-broken. "

Teşekkür ederim, it is long I am sorry, but it is too difficult for me to translate.

Thank you very much for your help deli.
It's the "KIYAMAM" word that really confuses me, I know there are verb stems with 'kıy' in, but I'm not sure what it would translate as in English.

" mutlu'yken
üzülme
gülerken
aglama
mutlu ol
KIYAMAM "

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"What is your motto in life?
If you could be another person for the day, who would you be?
If you could rule the world, what would you do?
I hope we don't fight anymore, but our fights aren't really bad, it's good that we have strong personalities."

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