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17 Nov 2005 Thu 12:47 pm |
Quoting mltm: Hey Ceyda!
The Ceyda that I know is not a pessimistic girl. Yes, there are always times that we all feel down, but that doesn't mean that our future is not bright. And it's most likely to feel lost and miserable in the early ages. I'm older than you, but I have also the same feelings, because my life hasn't settled yet and not knowing exactly which direction to go makes someone unhappy.
There're so many young people that would want to live abroad, they think that happiness is outside.If you feel yourself belong to somewhere else, there's no nice place out of it. It looks that you've been grown up in a Turkish culture although you've spent your life in England.
But try to enjoy your multiculture, it's really a different thing to have parents from different cultures. I'm also half turkish ethnically, but if you ask what I feel, I feel like a Turk. You're always a bit different than others, so I think it's a good thing besides its disadvantages...
Don'T be pessimistic, life is full of surprises.
The years pass reallt fast, so don'T think that time for you to go to Turkey will never come. You can make plans to come to Turkey in the future.
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oo what would i do without you people ha? you are all so great and im really glad that there are people around who understand me, it kind of comforts me u kno thanks so much.
and do u know what mltm, i dont think im generally pessimistic, iv just been feeling really depressed recently, i havent even wanted food (v.strange for me!!)... its like when i left turkey... aaaa... im doing it again.. someone just hit me please... omg...
i think what i have really learnt is instead of actually keep telling myself to wait and to be patient, which i did anyway,,, i actually have to do it.. and im sure it will be one of the hardest things i ever do, because i love turkey... actual love i think... its such a beautiful place, so... magical but ur right too, insallah my time will come.. and i will live happily ever after eh? :
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