Thnks Avalon..

my last poem still waiting for translation.. i hope handsom or marion will translate it soon..

cok tesekkür ederim handsom, gercekten minnettarim

New one for today..

Ucurumun kenarındayım basimi döndüren sevdanla,
Yanan bedenimi tasiyan ayaklarımı yerden kesiyor askinin rüzgarı
Bir adim daha sonra basliyor sonsuzluk,
Bir adım geride ise, sen ve gözlerin.

Bazen kapilirim umutsuzluga herkes gibi,
Bazen aglarim uzun gecelerin gucaginda
Bazen de düslerim mutlulugu yine herkes gibi
Bazen dalarım ufuklara, titreyen sesin çinlarken kulaklarimda.

Benim dünyam sensin, durdurma ne olur,
Sen olmayinca dönmeyecek ki zaten..
izin verme düsmeme, ayaklarim gitse de sonsuzluga
Biliyorum asla cıkamam, eger düsersem bu kenardan..

Cenk..

For debbie...

She is There…She is Mine

I wait for her each day.

My breath quickens

My eyes seek

My soul paces

My heart races.

She is there!

She remembered!

She still cares!

She’s so tender.

She’s enraptured

I am captured….

Skip a beat

My heart does.

Skip a breath

My lungs buzz.

How I care.

She’s so rare.

Fingers flying

Thoughts are sighing.

Soul is crying.

Arms are aching.

Feelings breaking

Her words glisten

My eyes listen.

Her heart ladened

Mine imprisoned.

Smiles are showing.

Love is flowing.

She is mine

I am fine.

We are fun.

Oh please love

Not us shun!

Late at night

She is with me

She is mine...She is fine…

Her heart treasures’

My soul leisures’

We embrace.

She’s like lace

Kiss her face…

Evening come!

We are one….

Passions budding

Hearts are drumming.

Bodies giving

Sweat is living.

She’s so limber

I just linger…

Breathless music.

Countless lyrics…..

Some for her - some for me

All for us…

Love prevails – NEVER fails….

Futile is my sadness now.

Frivolous are my tears.

I see roads of white ahead.

No grayness, no cruelness…

Magnum opus in its stead.

Fragrant hair fine as wine…

I am there, so divine.

She is fine.

She is there… She is mine….

eiddie

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Ucurumun kenarındayım basimi döndüren sevdanla,
Yanan bedenimi tasiyan ayaklarımı yerden kesiyor askinin rüzgarı
Bir adim daha sonra basliyor sonsuzluk,
Bir adım geride ise, sen ve gözlerin.

Bazen kapilirim umutsuzluga herkes gibi,
Bazen aglarim uzun gecelerin gucaginda
Bazen de düslerim mutlulugu yine herkes gibi
Bazen dalarım ufuklara, titreyen sesin çinlarken kulaklarimda.

Benim dünyam sensin, durdurma ne olur,
Sen olmayinca dönmeyecek ki zaten..
izin verme düsmeme, ayaklarim gitse de sonsuzluga
Biliyorum asla cıkamam, eger düsersem bu kenardan..

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I am just next to a cliff with your dazzling love
The gales of your love, taking my feet with my burning body off the ground
The eternity starts a leap ahead
One step back is you and your eyes

Sometimes I get hopeless like anybody else
Sometimes I cry in the bosom of long nights
And sometimes, I dream of hapiness like everybody else
Sometimes I gaze on the horizon with your trembling voice in my ears

My world is you, please dont stop it
Besides, it wont spin if you are not around anyway
Even my feet walk to the eternity, dont let me fall down
I know, I can never come back if i go off this edge

my try

For debbie...

Worry Not Love

This past night´s dream frightened me so, my heart.

I was alone, unwell, a stranger in another realm.

It was dark, uninspiringly cold and evilly damp.

I looked up - it was not there - my earth´s warm lamp!

I awakened to your warmth...shall you forever be here...near?

Can I depend on my most treasured affection...your fervor?

When I wake on cold misty mornings, it is you I wish to touch.

It is you that I desire...it is you that I covet and trust so much.

What should happen to us on such a day?....And on the morrow

Will the sun shine fair? Will nightfall still visit to cool?

Shall you be here, remain here...alongside me...tenderly?

I desire not an endless lonely night...Of this I wish to be free.

Further, kind beloved, what of the next day and daylights thereafter?

Of whom shall I seek, with unstained purity,

Kindliness such as you have unwittingly given

From the shadows that are no longer so common?

As the wind never changes color, nor shall I - worry not love.

Is it darkness I feel dauntingly looming.....approaching?

Sustain me while my mind dances with such fearful thoughts!

What if you are no longer?...Perish not oh my breath, oh my dear!

Whilst I am alone and uncertain, must I remain in dreaded fear? 

Believe not simply for the reason that you cannot see - worry not love. 

I have seen and felt such piercing emptiness... lonliness... prior.

Had it occurred in another life...another time...another space?

How shall I cope oh my soul?...Whatever shall I do?

How do I face dwindling sweet tomorrows without you? 

Cast your eyes to the East my dear - worry not love. 

These are the things I desire dear warmth of mine.

Love in in our hearts....peace in our shrouded souls,

Hope in our lives....and a promise....a solemn promise for a good future.

Without tears, haunting pain, ghostly sadness nor disquieting cumbers.

Together.....forever. 

You shall have these and more dream of mine - worry not love. 

Promise me!..... Will you promise me.....?

Remove the veil of fear oh my life, obscure the choking darkness.

These are the words to express what is inevitable my precious...

I will be with you should the nights become painfully empty.

I will be with you untill I can no longer hold you softly yet firmly.

I will be here untill I can, no longer without manner, speak.

I will be here untill I can no longer stand from being weak.

I shall be here for you always my dear.

I shall be here to wipe away our last tear.

I shall forever be your one and only.

I shall forever be yours and yours solely.

I will be here for you love, unitl my last breath.

I will be here for you my thoughts ...Until death

And if it must be so....

Across the years I shall hover protection over you love.

And whilst gone I shall remain to secure you from above...

I promise you..... 

eiddie

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I can love you with all that I am

The breathless whisper of a single verse
And loneliness blossoms within my heart
The shimmer of a single dream
And my world is undone
The memory of a single tenderness
And the sting of love reignites my wounds
In the moment when a single tear falls
All hatred becomes a distant blur
I can love you with all that I am
But even this cannot return you to me
From now on I will live as a shadow
Forever in the past...

From the movie ´the banquet´

original song is here

or you tube

a quote :

Poetry heals the wounds inflicted by reason.
Novalis