My friend i know you are deeply unhappy at the moment, I can understand why. I could never imagine being in your situation.Just think of when you and Hasan are reunited how happy you will both be and he will also be able to give you and the kids a good lifestyle. Hasan misses you and the kids so much, hes just trying to do the best for all of you.He works really hard last time i saw him he looked thin and poorly. Me and Cumali have done so much worrying in the past 4 years ,over if we will have to be be seperated. The idea terrifies me but no matter what happens we will have to be strong for eachother. Hopefully we will receive some good news soon . Its hard for you but be strong your babies need you and so does your husband take care xx