zor biliyorum benimle name den sonra ilk oldu anladım. Ben dedim, ilk o çok seviyorum. anla beni seni den çok seviyor ve bakıyor anla lütfen bende seni unutmuyorum

difficult I know with me I understand name after first. (not sure of order of words). I said first he I am loving. Understand ???much love and care. Understand please I too am not forgetting you.

I can´t get the sense of this - please help?!

It doesn´t make too much sense to me either, but let´s give it a try:

I understand, this is the first time you have been with someone after (name).

sorry, something got wrong. Not finished yet..

I said he is my first, I love him a lot.  Please try to understand, he loves me and cares about me more than you do.  Please understand, I did not also forget you.

Does it make sense now?

absolute sense I think. Thank you for trying so hard. Where does name come into the sentence?? sorry - I did not realise you had broken the sentences into different translations. THANKS again

I did not do it on purpose.. i think I pressed send before I ws finished.. lol