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Apologise in advance as this is a long one but i am now drained from the messages that have been going back and forward for the past couple of weeks and the situation (easy to see from the content) so i wish to get this one right.
I greatly appreciate the time and effort this will take someone, really i do.
thanks
Gorumce I understand from your earlier text messages that you have spoke with Murat, the thing that saddens me is that I know he will not have been completely honest with you. I’m sure (even though he is your brother) you know this already given that the things he has said and done previously and not only in relation to me. I asked him to be honest and tell the family things previously but not speaking the language I didn’t know what was being communicated. I pray that one day I will be in a position to talk to you in Turkish so that I can tell you what is and isn’t true after all I had and have no reason to lie to you about anything. It’s hard when he changed overnight from saying how much he loves, misses me and has the dream to work in the bank and for me to live there with him to saying nothing and being with XX when is married woman. My sin was to fall in love, marry him, give him my life then feel that he wasn’t being honest and challenge it. I hope you understand that I do not wish to cause any problems, as after all that’s happened I still miss and love him as my husband and always will.
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