While sitting and discussing poetry with my female Turkish friends we all came to terms that we love this poem of Attilla Ilhan
Poem Of The Third Person
Gözlerin gözlerime değince
Felaketim olurdu ağlardım
Beni sevmiyordun bilirdim
Bir sevdiğin vardı duyardım
Çöp gibi bir oğlan ipince
Hayırsızın biriydi fikrimce
Ne vakit karşımda görsem
Öldüreceğimden korkardım
Felaketim olurdu ağlardım
Ne vakit Maçka´dan geçsem
Limanda hep gemiler olurdu
Ağaçlar kuş gibi gülerdi
Bir rüzgar aklımı alırdı
Sessizce bir cigara yakardın
Parmaklarımın ucunu yakardın
Kirpiklerini eğer bakardın
Üşürdüm içim ürperirdi
Felaketim olurdu ağlardım
Akşamlar bir roman gibi biterdi
Jezabel kan içinde yatardı
Limandan bir gemi giderdi
Sen kalkıp ona giderdin
Benzin mum gibi giderdin
Sabaha kadar kalırdın
Hayırsızın biriydi fikrimce
Güldümü cenazeye benzerdi
Hele seni kollarına alınca
Felaketim olurdu ağlardım
ATİLLA İLHAN (1925-2005)
When your eyes touched upon mine
My calamity it was, I would weep
I knew you were not in love with me
You had a lover, I used to hear
A young squirt, skinny thin like a stick
He was a no-good, that´s what I thought
Every time I saw him before me
I would kill him, that I feared
My calamity it would be, I would weep
Every time I walked through Maçka
There would forever be ships at the quayside
The trees would giggle like a bird would
A breeze would seize and bind my mind
Silently you would light your cigarette
Burn my fingertips as you lit your cigarette
Looked on, through lashes bent askant
I got chilled, shivers sent running through me
My calamity it would be, I would weep
The evenings ended like a novella would
Jezabel would lie there smothered in blood
A ship would sail away leaving the harbour
You got up and went to him
You went dejectedly, with countenance downcast
You stayed till daybreak through the night
He was a no-good, that´s what I thought
When he laughed he looked as if a-living dead
When he took you in his arms, on top of all else
I would weep, my calamity that was
English version as usual loses a bit .....
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