but I don´t know if I should really be, if I could be or if I need be. I don´t know and cannot even decide what or who I should really be!

Well you can be one of ´jews for Jesus´ people.

Two birds with one stone..

http://www.jewsforjesus.org.uk/AboutUsPages/FAQ.html

Ah, before you can be a Jew they check if you really want to. The first time you go to the Rabbi he will most likely close the door in front of your face and tell you to go away. It´s a test to see how much you want it So I´m thinking it´s not really something for you. It requires a long attention span.

.. which is the one nice thing about Judaism.. they don´t try to convert you..

I get the idea behind it. That the ones who convert are really commited to their choice for this religion. However, it´s not good for the "member-numbers"

Come, come, whoever you are.
Wanderer, worshipper, lover of leaving — it doesn´t matter,
Ours is not a caravan of despair.
Come, even if you have broken your vow a hundred times,
Come, come again, come.

yahudi olma ,önce Adam Ol adam

your lovely DJ 

Look at him! Our sweet boy of yesterday, Janissaridis, has now grown up and gives us advises today! Do you brush your teeth two times a day, Janissaridis?

 yes baby, I grew up and feel happy to be around I brush my teeth two times but I wonder if I should brush my teeth one more times after sex???

btw Im at 33 years old u mixt me with someone else???

wild and fast DJxxx