Please help me with translation and what it means in english

 

Tutamam ki atarım kendimi denizlere
Şifasın sen cefası inat yüreğimin
Ahh durdurdum kendimi inan ki her seferinde

 

Thanks!!!

 

My Try:

I can’t hold it, I’ll throw myself to the seas.

You are the cure, the pain of my obstinate heart.

Ah I made myself stop, believe it, at every turn.

thank you for helping me Abla! have a great day!