please can someone help me translate the following message.....

Baran- i am tired and exchaused of arguing with you. I loved you so much you were my world i mean that.... i saw a future with you but you ruined this. 

Baran- i know your not this crazy mean man your acting i fell in love with a kind hearted man.

I made mistakes when i came here i am so sorry for that i was not settled or thinking correcting and we have always had barriers but now there is none we could be SOOO happy together if you let us try again.

I am not a bad person i have promised you the Money and you will get all your money back. .. . i am working 3 jobs now to live here alone its not been easy i have to work so hard to have a nice life here.... i promise you i will pay every penny back to you.

Baran i still go to sleep thinking of you waking up thinking of you and the mistakes i made and how i would love to show you how things would be different now and how i could make you happy. 

I mean this you broke my heart more than my boyfriend of 8 years.... All summer i waited for this future with you i kept 100% loyal for your love... i mean that i spoke to highly about you to everyone. I ADORED YOU.

Please stop huritng me now.. please. i have not had sex with your brother we are friends he has helped me as he knows i miss my family and its hard here somethings. i miss you

I promise i will pay you every penny back just give me time its not easy for me. i get paid Tuesday/Wednesday from Kindergarden school i can give you the money then. 

Please see i am trying and i am sorry for how i treated you i am not like that now..

kusura bakma ama..bitmedi mi hala...

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