Well I never thought it would come to this. Forever came around pretty quick for us! We both know that the dynamics between us changed in March. What actually happened only you know and since you won´t share it with me, I can only guess. I do know that you were under stress and pressure and that made you vulnerable. People with ulterior motives may have pressured you into things that you couldn´t get out of once they had happened. How that may have happened, you only know. I do admit that I cannot compete with the amount of expensive gifts, and a car, that you have been given. You always said money was never an issue. However I gave you everything I had saved and you know. I gave it freely and without obligation on your part. I do wish for certain things from you. First I want to remain a close friend of yours, second, I still wish you keep our promise that you visit me one day, alone. 

I still think it was Allah´s will that we met and for a purpose. I have told you before, that I am converting to the religion and I will continue so. 

I would also like to ask you, that if you have second thoughts about your present situation, you reconsider us. 

Please stay in touch, and know that you are forever in my heart.