Hi sorry this is a long one. but i need some help as we cant communicate as well as i though.-)) many thanks to the very kind one who does it. I may even need to do a private one to finsh with him. (sad ali -()

Cengiz it is really hard to get through to you when we are chatting. I try to understand a lot that you say to me. But you dont understand me at all. I know you have to work, you think i get annoyed because you go back to work. I get upset because i like to be with you. Its called being upset not angry. Because you cant communicate with me its really hard to know what you feel. You say you love me but im not sure if you love me as strong as i love you. Maybe im wrong, i really dont know.
When im with you it feels perfect, then i think, is it just a sex thing. I just wish i knew what you want from this relashionship. If you want to write it down or text in turkish then i can get it translated, language isnt a problem. You know i love you. i just want you to be honest with me my sweet love.

Cengiz it is really hard to get through to you when we are chatting. I try to understand a lot that you say to me. But you dont understand me at all. I know you have to work, you think i get annoyed because you go back to work. I get upset because i like to be with you. Its called being upset not angry. Because you cant communicate with me its really hard to know what you feel. You say you love me but im not sure if you love me as strong as i love you. Maybe im wrong, i really dont know.
When im with you it feels perfect, then i think, is it just a sex thing. I just wish i knew what you want from this relashionship. If you want to write it down or text in turkish then i can get it translated, language isnt a problem. You know i love you. i just want you to be honest with me my sweet love.
=Cengiz, konuşurken seninle anlaşmak gerçekten çok zor. Söylediklerini anlamaya çalışıyorum.Fakat sen beni hiç anlamıyorsun. Biliyorum, çalışmak zorundasın,işine döndüğün için kızgın olduğumu düşÃ¼nüyorsun.Ãœzülüyorum, çünkü seninle birlikte olmayı seviyorum. Bunun adı üzülmek, sinirlenmek değil. Çünkü sen benimle iletişime geçemiyorsun,ne hissettiğini bilmek gerçekten çok zor. Beni sevdiğini söylüyorsun ancak benim seni sevdiğim kadar senin beni sevdiğinden emin değilim. Belki de hatalıyım, bilmiyorum.Seninle birlikteyken kendimi harika hissediyorum,sonra düşÃ¼nüyorum acaba sadece seks mi diye. Sadece bu ilişkiden ne istediğini bilmeni umut ediyorum. Eğer Türkçe yazmak istersen,çeviri yaptırabilirm.Dil sorun değil.Seni sevdiğimi biliyorsun.Sadece bana karşı dürüst olmanı istiyorum benim tatlı aşkım.

Many thanks for that kurtlovesgrunge
Sorry it was so long
Ali