if you only knew how much I miss you, wherever I look you're in front of me, if you come I won't leave you once again, my blonde, my longing, my reason

something like this:

not bad at all maria/mesut just a little correction on the second sentence:

but this moment I'm thinking about you my baby, because you're distant and there are others with you, I don't want it to be apparent, but I'm very jealous about you

lokum- Turkish delight

looks like an uncomplete message:
if happiness is in your hands (up to you) and what you want is two words ... you

Last week I went to the fair and bought a little Turkish pocket dictionary for you, I was going to give it to Hamdiye to give it to you but unfortunately she was gone early, if someone else comes I'll send it to you

honestly, we are not able to speak at all my love, this week I'm at Tavas, we'll be able to meet, haa and I might have an English course in Denizli and if you want we can meet at weekends then, if you want of course my dear, if you miss me, to tell you the truth I missed you very much and will miss but... also I dreamt about you the other day, you had made two preferences, you tell me one of them and don't tell me the other, then I learn the other, that you are a (?) and I'm very mad at you, my love please don't ever do such madness ok? I love you very much (like crazy).

I didn't know that you appreciated me that much, I don't have any strength to endure any more, I believed you Kadir, you said "our friend" and I believed, why didn't you come, why? What dishonorable thing I've done to you to deserve this? You said that you would come on Friday, now I can't predict whether you'll come or not. I've been beaten (finished) because of you a long time ago Kadir, my love had been so big and so pure that it didn't even cross my mind that you would be in the lower rooms of the cafes, I thought that you were studying... do you know why am I upset? it's because I'm not receiving what I deserve... never mind, I've made you angry again, you must have work to do, it's a little long, sorry, don't make them wait for you too much, they might get hurt or something.