I know that thougts are wearing you out every day, that there are things that you remained undecided about, that you worry about. The same as me. Like my despair to live all alone without you. You should put your undecidedness aside, to take good care of yourself and to think about me. Don't ever forget that there is someone who loves you. My love.

neşeli- cheerful, joyful

eğlence- party, fun

what are you doing now
put your (own) photo

He also mixes English and Turkish in:
"nickimi kullanarak"
"site hacklemeyi"

please try to understand me a bit
I'm expecting you to be more understanding
I love you, yes I really love you
but I have special needs like sexuality
I can't satisfy them because you're distant
It's not easy to love someone who is far away
please understand
ok

sakınca- objection, drawback

That's what I found:

how to wear a sari

and:

how to wear a saree