My days are empty,
günlerim boştur
My nights are filled with darkness,
Gecelerim karanlık doldu
I became depressed..Nothing has any meaning anymore .
umutsuz oldum ,artık hiç birşey anlamı
Im breathing but I am not living.
Nefes almışım ama yaşamıyorum
So many thoughts in my mind.
aklımda çok fikileri vardır
I do not want to be without you. I do not know how to be without you.
sensiz olmak istemiyorum, seniz olmak istemiyorum
The way you left was the worst thing you did.
En kötü şey yaptığın bu yol ki bıraktığın
No goodbye...You did not even call me.
Hoşçakal yok,,,bile ki Bana demin seslenmedin
I am left with one Email from you.
İçin senden bir E-posta bıraktım
I read it again and again and it still does not make any sense
yinden ,yinden okuyordum ama anlamı yok
. There is no explanation or reason as to why you left
Hiç bir sebep ve anlatmak neyi sen ayrıldın
. This is cowardly.
Your final words offered me no comfort.
senin son sözlerin beni rahatsız olduğunu
They just made me worry about you.
Knowing that you are sad but not knowing where you are is terrible.
I just needed one person to believe in, I thought it was you.
Ben sadece biri inanmak istedim, bu seni sadnım
Do the past four years , count for nothing?
Do the times we shared mean nothing?
Why waste so many years if it was going to end like this?
You make me suffer and still you do not end my misery.
Do you think I will be okay without you?
Do you think life will continue as normal?
Maybe for you ,but not for me...
When I told you, you are my reason for living I meant it.
Living like this is torture.
You said you found a new job. Do you think this would have changed anything?
Or was I just an opportunity and when a better opportunity came along I was no longer needed.
Forgive me for feeling like this but I am sad I do not know what to think or feel anymore.