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04 Sep 2007 Tue 01:01 am |
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Quoting Aleksa_3107: i know is soooooo long but i really need help..sorry and thanx in advance ! will be great if you can help !
i love you so much and i miss you a lot,i miss your kissess,i miss your hugs,i miss your hand in my hand,i miss your face,your eyes looking in my eyes,i miss your smile,i miss everything!maybe you can't imagine how much,but every second i'm thinking of you and the moments we spent together;those days were the happiest days of my life,i wished they would never end.now i feel like i have an empty soul without you.believe me i'm so afraid that you will get bored to come on internet to see me,i'm afraid that one day you will not want to talk to me anymore,i'm afraid that i will lose you. on the way back home,i cried so much and i couldn't sleep at all, i was watching the fotos with us.i couldn't believe that i'm going back home,and you will stay there.me without you,and you without me.i dont know what exactly you feel for me and if you can rezist because of the distance.but if you really love me,you must trust in me, because i will never cheat on you,i promised you, you know.i don't need somebody else,it's you who i love only!i wish i could live there with you,and never be apart.if wasn't my school(that i have to finish),i would come there forever. but now is not possible.
anyway,God know's what to do with us.he wanted us together. first time when i came in istanbul,in july, he wanted me to see you,and meet each other,and then on internet we started to know each other better. and that's why i came the second time,just for you,to be with you for few days more. maybe God want's more for us.i just hope.
i hope i will see you "face to face" again and again. please promise me that you will never leave me alone; i need you with me because you are my heart and without you i'm lost.
i need your love.i wish i could give the world to you, but love is all i have to give.
i will always love you!
PS:you can say anything in turkish. no problem because i will search on internet and translate anything. |
Seni cok seviyorum,seni cok ozluyorum,opucuklerini,kucaklamani,ellerini ellerimde ozluyorum
Yuzunu ozluyorum,Senin gozlerime bakmani ozluyourm,senin gulumsemeni ozluyorum,senin herseyini ozluyourm,belki ne kadar ozledigimi hayal edemezsin,her saniye seni dusunuyorum seninle gecirdigimiz dakikalari,benim hayatimda bugunler mutlu gunlerimdi.Keske o gunler asla bitmeseydi.Simdi sensiz ruhum bos.ben bundan korkuyorum beni ineternetde gormekten SIKILACAKSIN diye ben bundan korkuyorum.birgun benimle daha fazla konusmayacaksin diye korkuyorum.seni kaybetmekten korkuyorum.eve giden yol,ben cok fazla aglamistim ve uyuyamamistim hepsi bu,bizimle resimleri izlemistim.buna inanamayabilirim ben eve geri gidiyorum,ve sen orada kalacaksin.sen bensiz ve ben sensiz.ben tam olarak bilmiyorum sen ne hissediyorsun benim icin,eger sen dayanabilirsen cunku uzaklik var.ama eger beni seviyorsan ve bana guvenmelisin,ben seni asla aldatmayacagim.sana soz veriyorum sen biliyorsun.baska birine ihtiyacim yok.sadece sana ihtiyacim var,seni seviyorum.keske seninle orda yasasaydim ve hic ayrilmamak.eger benim okulum olmasaydi ben gelebilirdim sonsua kadar.ama simdi olanakli degil.
neyse biz ne yapacagiz allah bilir.o bizi birlikte istedi.istanbul'a ilk temmuzda geldigim zaman seni gormemi istedi.bulusmamizi birbirimizle ve o zaman biz internetde konusmaya basladik ve birbirimizi daha iyi tanidik .ve nicin ben ikinci ke geldim,senin icin,seninle birkac gun daha fazla zaman gecirmek icin.belki allah bizim icin daha fazla istedi.ben simdi umuyorum seni yuyuze tekrar ve tekrar gorecegim.bana soz ver beni asla yalniz birakmayacaksin.senin benimle olmaya ihtiyacaim var cunku yuregimsin ve sensiz kayboldum.senin sevgine ihtiyacim var keske sana dunyalari verebilsem.ama sadece senin icin sevgim var.
seni daima sevecegim.
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