It's bugging me that the weather here is also so warm but that I'm cleaning out my wardrobe and packing already for Türkiye. But the thing that is bugging me the most is that Kadir went to Çeşme today with his friends!! And I'm so annoyed that that bothers me!! I feel like he shouldn't have fun there without me after we spend our holiday there, but i know thi sis ridiculous and so control-freaky to think!

At least they were talking about how sweet I am, according to a text i recevied But still, it just bothers meeeee!!!

And now i'm gonna go on sorting what stays, goes and what needs to be washed first

So it seems I'm very traditional. And proud of it

WOW! She is great!!

I haven't read her books yet, but I did read their reviews and interviews with her. Her view of Türkiye seems to be so clear! From what I read, it is one of the persons I would write a letter to after I read their book She seems to have an intelligent view of Türkiye, in which there is both space for love and critizism. In the interview I liked her way of talking, 'straight through sea' as we call it: talking clearly and not avoiding certain aspects.

She's been accused because in one of her FICTIONAL NOVELS (well they are based upon true facts, but still!!) one of the characters says something that would harm Türkiye!
I haven't read it, but I find it ridiculous that an author can be put in such a position for what one of the persons in his/her book says! If it would've been her own idea, which she said so herself in an interview or something, I would not even be able to understand it, let alone that it's a fictional character!

I haven't got time to read it now but if I can't find it in English in Izmir, i'll wait and read it in Turkish!

George Benson - Turn your love around

GREAAAAT song.

I think I'm becoming real superstitious! I just don't dare to think of those too much!

Kezban Yenge

Mandy Moore - Only hope » from the film A walk to remember.


There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.