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Adam Gibi full version 
I have never loved you...
I loved the songs that we sang in tired evenings
I loved that you smiled to a flower, reminded of a rose
and i loved stars too
they stopped in your eyes in November evenings
I have never loved you
I loved leaving when you put me to the way
I loved the bullets when you shot me
I loved crying when you forgot.
when i realized that i was alone
I loved my standing
I loved my falling whenever I remembered you.
I loved being without you like i love bread
I miss your voice in july fire like i miss water
like a rain in the midafternoon
in the evenings I loved that I loved you, like a wind
I have never loved you.
I loved that you teached songs to birds,
that you talked with violet,
that you made remember april,
that the other name of spring was not loneliness,
my sides that blood when i fell,
and my bizarrenes when i felt cold,
children that sold chewing gums,
new songs.
I loved your sides that win when you lost.
I fell into the fire like a rose into the sea
I loved the blaze
when I burned like this
I have never loved you
at a night, an antilope came down to your heart
at a night, in a match fire like a poem
in the midle of universe, in the voice of loneliness
in the vapour of the morning
in the pitilesness of a curse
always, on the prayer with the freshen power,
on the fire with its frighten side,
on the fig, on the olive and on the heart,
on the rose,
on the hope i hold,
on you,
on all of them (i swear)
I have never loved you
when you went,
I loved your going.
I loved the universe when you came
I didn't loved your staying
I was dreading to addict to you
however I loved the smile
behind the train that took you away, when i waved my hankie
When the first snow fell onto the countrysides
I loved the beauty of death
when I kill you inside of me (or mine)
I have never loved you...
I loved the songs that we sang in tired evenings
I loved that you smiled to a flower, reminded of a rose
and i loved stars too
they stopped in your eyes in November evenings
I have never loved you
I loved leaving when you put me to the way
I loved the bullets when you shot me
I loved crying when you forgot.
when i realized that i was alone
I loved my standing
I loved my falling whenever I remembered you.
I loved being without you like i love bread
I miss your voice in july fire like i miss water
like a rain in the midafternoon
in the evenings I loved that I loved you, like a wind
I have never loved you.
I loved that you teached songs to birds,
that you talked with violet,
that you made remember april,
that the other name of spring was not loneliness,
my sides that blood when i fell,
and my bizarrenes when i felt cold,
children that sold chewing gums,
new songs.
I loved your sides that win when you lost.
I fell into the fire like a rose into the sea
I loved the blaze
when I burned like this
I have never loved you
If i love,
I love really.<-- Adam gibi
by Tayfun Bıçak
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