Cinderella, just may it be clear to you that many people here feel the same.. or even worse

Nilüfer - Boşvermişim

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Sad but true.

Nilüfer - Yaşamak ne güzel şey

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I was just listening 'Yaşamak ne güzel şey' from Nilüfer, while reading 'Leven in Turkije' (life in turkey), a magazine about.. well turkey

And i was filled with a silent sadness that i'm here. So no, you are really not the only one who feels weird sometimes I wonder how Türkiye has been able to crack me open so much for emotions, where i actually always was a quite cold, distant girl. I've become full of fire and each emotion has become so much stronger. Ohh but i must stop talking like a melancholic fool.

Which of those two is better?

Anyone please? It's urgent.

I contacted the Turksih embassy, but the reply i got back was in one sentence and grammatically weird, so i decided i will reply them in Turkish, not to cause any misunderstandings on this matter. If you could translate it for me, i will be eternally greatful, as it means a great deal to me.

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Dear sir/madam (as in: respected sir/madam)

First of all, thank you for your reply. But i am not sure if i understood you correct. Can i just come to your embassy in Rotterdam with my passport and one passphoto of myself? Is that, together with 50€, all I can do?
Do i need an appointment for this, or can i just drop by whenever I am in Rotterdam?

I hope to receive a fast and positive reply from your side,

Thanks in advance,


Esther.