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Everything is going fine. You lost. In fact it isnt losing, just you turned out to be bad luck. What are you looking for, what are you asking. The truth is that I storpped asking and searching after a point. BEcause I gave up when I didn't get any reply from you. In fact I am a bit angry with you, but so be it. There can be mistakes between friends, or tensions between friends, but isn't good to prolong these. We were such good friends, and you took one thing I said too seriously and caused this coldness between us. Maybe you think I dont know, but I do know. I am not stupid. In the end, you understand. But I didn't like the way you took this seriously and shared it with my friends. I still can't work out why you took it seriously. But I decided to forget about it. But everytime I called you you showed me this coldness. I have said sorry so many times that now I can't say that word and mean it. I had said it based on the closeness and honesty between us. But you made me regret saying it. It doesn't matter. When I saw you there I was very happy. And that joy gave me nervousness and so I used that word, also it was in a bar with alcohol around. I HAD THOUGHT THAT YOU WOULD NOT THINK I DESERVED TO BE PUT IN SUCH A BAD POSITION BUT I WAS WRONG.
I don't want to discuss this subject any more at all. In short, from now on I am afraid of being honest and close with you. Because you have used just one word, that I said in a mistaken way, against me. JUST FORGET IT BEFORE GOD
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