But do we look for good looking or charming guys to get married and share our life with them.I think for that reason we have to look deep inside of person , find our soulmate and get married to him.And I think it is important to have all beauty they have inside, not outside.
With years all the outside beauty is gonna go away anyway.
Hehe, do not judge me very strong.Just telling the truth.

Hello,
I was reading all the time and came to this conclusion, that we judge the guys for being nice to girls.I liked the post Lyndie wrote about touristic places.I think it is same everywhere in the world.Don't you think we have to be alert and do not fall for them.I want to ask this question to all girs on our site.Don't you go anywhere in your own country, own city? Isn't it same there? When we go to restaurants there are so many good looking and nice guys.Do we fall for everyone there?
Maybe I am wrong, I don't know, just feel bad to hear all these stories.I feel bad for the young girls who hurt so bad.Take care of yourself, be strong please.

With best reagards Bliss

Hello chihiro,
I am sorry for what you are going through.But I want to tell you be brave and face the life.It is not fairy tail all the time.There is many things in life.You are very young and all life is ahead of you.Why you think it is over, and who is gonna want 30 years old .In first place, if you have to ask my opinion, you do not have to wait for him.Why you think you have to do that.Especially he told you he is not ready for marriage.I think it is true.He is only 20.What he can do.I don't think he is ready to take all responsibilities.Sui is right,it is serious step in life and espesially for you.New place, new culture.Do you think you can handle all this at ounce.Marriage by itself is very serious step.Please think twice.In 10 years you are gonna have so many similar situations in your life.
Just live your life in full, time show you everything.
I wish you all the best.
Regards Bliss

Hello Catwoman,
I see we have many things in common.I liked that part
Best wishes to you.
Anna, thank you for suggestion, just at that time it was not possible to do, I do not know why.But I did it now anyway, just for you, because you have post there.
Regards Bliss

1.what kind of first impression do you
think people say when they first see you?

They think I am too serious

2.what's one thing you like to do alone?

Dream

3.what is your favorite line to say when
you're scared?

Oy mamochka!

4.how many drinks before you're tipsy?

Even I am russian but do not drink.

5.did you ever have to beg?

No, unless think so.

6.what kind of books do you like to read?

Russian classics

7.do you think you're cute?

No don't thnik so, people say.

8.do you have a problem changing
clothes in front of your friends?

Yes, never do that.

9.favorite communication method?

Now chating on the net.

10.do you care if others don’t like you?

Care about close friends opinion.

11.what do you eat when you raid the
fridge at night

Do not do that.

12.describe your bed?

Comfortable bed from favourite store IKEA

13. Spontaneous or planned?

Both

14.do you know how to play chess?

I do, but never play.

15.what do you carry with you at all time?

Mobile and my daughters picture.

16.what do you miss most about being
little?

Sleeping

17.are you happy with your given name?

Yes

18.how much would it take to give up the
internet for 1 year?

Before TC I could but now not.Do not want to loose my dear friends.

19.have you ever been in a play?

Yes.In school.

20.do you like yourself and believe in
yourself?

Most of the time like and always believe.

21.do homeless, or starving people
sometimes annoy you?

No

22.do you consider yourself to be a nice
person?

Have to ask others.

23.do you spend more time with your
family or your friends?

Before with my family, but now I think with my friends from internet.

24.what's one thing you wish you could
do but can't?

Travel.

25.what is your ideal marriage location?

Do not think about it.

26.whats one instrument you wish you
could play?

Flute.

27.something you love and hate at the same time?

Talking.

28.what’s one language you want to
learn?

Turkish and all other languages

29.what do you order at fast food restaurant?

Don't eat there.

30.have you ever pierced any of your body parts?

My ears

31.do you have any tattoos?

No

32.would you admit to getting plastic
surgery if confronted?

No

33.one trait you hate in a person?

DISHONESTY

34.do you consider yourself materialistic?

No, money is not important thing for me but like to be dressed well.

35.what do you cook best?

Russian food(pelemeni, pirogi, borsh, kotleti)

36.do you cry in front of your friends?

Ujually not.

37.if you were a body of water, what
would you be?

Deep Baykal lake

Hello!!!

I do not want to sound selfish but I tought the poem was for me because I feel the same for you , sestrichka.
I tried to translate it but stoped on the same sentence , after Admin's great translation I can admit I was on right path.
Thank you Sibel-sestrichka for the poem.
And my gratitude to Admin who helped me to understand it.

Me, Bliss

- and this is for you

Lately I am watching our wonderful site with little sadness.Please do not be surprized.I want to share my toughts with you and ask to have more love for each other.
It is sad to see all these unhealthy discussions here.
Who said that we can't have debates but we have to have respect toward each other.Having them help us to grow, understand each other better and learn more.We have many new members in our lovely class.I want to welcome them here and tell them that we glad to have them all.
I think our administartion is doing great job and we have to be more thoughtful and friendly to keep our lovely site to go on.
I want to tell my story here.My old friends know all.This is for our new mwmbers who I want to tell how grateful I am to all my friends here.And tell them what can friendship do.I want to tell about wonderful people in Turkish class.
I came to our lovely site in may.Since that time my life is changed.Maybe it was coincidence or maybe God had this plan for me.I do not know.I just know He wanted to show me how wonderful friendship could be.You can think if I did not have friends in my life.I have many wonderful friends.But the expirence here was totally different. I did not believe one can make friends without seeing them.I have to admit that I was totally wrong. I told this many times and want to say that again.I felt very homy here.
I had many obstacles in my life since I came here. I was turning for help, support and encouragment not to my "real" friends but my wonderful classmates, my friends who did not see me but loved me as I am.They loved my soul not my physical appearance. I never forget the days when I was suffering from physical pain. Sometimes it was unbearable but knowing that there are people who were waiting for me, praying for my welness gave me courage and will to fight and live.When I was reading their letters or even small sentence I knew I do not have right to give up.Until now I can feel their support and love which are great gifts to me. I want to say Thank You to all of them. You are always in my heart, always in my prayers. I love you dearly.
I want to ask everyone to be nice to each other , care for each other, love each other, and please do not fight.
Life is very short.Enjoy it.

Regards Bliss

Hello Kelley,
I just saw your post and felt sorry because know that baby Bliss is gone(I am so sorry).I wanted to see his picture though and couldn't.
I am very flattered he was called after me and of course will be very thankful if anyway you post his picture here.
Thank you
Regards Bliss

Hello, girls!!!
Thank you so much sestrichka.I love it.
Daydreamer I've promised to you to write poems for you and trying to keep my word,dear.
I am glad you like it.
Love you

DEAD STILL

Now, with your palms on the blades of my shoulders,
Let us embrace;
Let there be only your lips' breath my face,
Only , behind our backs, the plunge of rollers.

Our backs, whiCh like two shells in moonlight shine,
Are shut behind us now;
We lie here huddled, listening brow to brow,
Like life's twin formula or double sign.

In folly's world-wide wind
Our shoulders shield from the weather
The calm we now beget togheter,
Like a flame held between hand and hand.

Does each cell have a soul within it?
If so, fling open all your little doors,
And all your souls shall flutter like the linnet
In the cages of my pores.

Nothing is hidden that shall not be known.
Yet by the storm of scorn shall we
Be pried from this embrace, and left alone
Like muted shells forgetful of the sea.

Meanwhile, O load of stress and bother,
Lie on the shells of our backs in a great heap:
It will but press us closer, one to the other.

We are asleep

ANDREI VOZNESENSKY


LAST LOVE

Love at the closing of our days
is apprehensive and very tender.
Glow brighter, brighter, farewell rays
of one last love in its evening splendour.

Blues shade takes half the world away:
through western clouds alone some light is slanted.
O tarry, O tarry, declining day,
enchantment, let me stay enchated.

The blood runs thinner, yet the heart
remains as ever deep and tender.
O last belated love, thou art
a blend of joy and hopless surrender.

FYODOR TYUTCHEV

SYMPTOMS OF LOVE

Love is universal migraine,
A bright stain on the vision
Blotting out reason.

Symptoms of true love
Are leanness, jelousy,
Laggard dawns;

Are omens and nightmares -
Listening for a knock,
Waiting for a sign:

For a touch of her fingers
In a darkened room,
For a searching look.

Take courage, lover!
Could you endure such grief
At any hand but hers?
ROBERT GRAVES


IN LOVE FOR LONG

I've been in love for long
With what I cannot tell
And will contrive a song
For the intangible
That has no mould or shape,
From whish there's no escape.

It is not even name,
Yet is all constancy;
Tried or untried, the same,
It cannot part from me;
A breath, yet as still
As the established hill.

It is not any thing,
And yet all being is;
Being, being, being,
Its burden and its bliss,
How can I ever prove
What it is I love?

This happy happy love
Is sieged with crying sorrows,
Crushed beneath and above
Between todays ahd morrows;
A little paradise
Held in the world's vice.

And there it is content
And careless as a child,
And in imprisonment
Flourishes sweet and wild;
In wrong, beyond wrong,
All the world's day long.


This love a moment known
For what I do not know
And in a moment gone
Ia like the happy doe
That keeps its perfect laws
Between the tiger's paws
And windicates its cause.
EDWIN MUIR


LOVE IS NOT

Love is not just a function of the eyes.
Beutiful objects will, of course, inspire
Possessive urges - you need despise
Your taste. But when insatible desire
Inflames you for a girl who's out of fashion,
Lacking in glamour - plain, in fact - that fire
Is genuine; that's the authentic passion.
Beauty, though, any critic can admire.


AH, YOU THOUGHT

Ah - you thought I'd be the type
You could forget,
And that praying and sobbing, I'd throw myself
Under the hooves of bay.

Or I would beg from the witches
Some kind of root in charmed water
And send you a terrible gift -
My intimate, scented handkerchief.

Damned if I will.Niether by glance nor by groan
Will I touch your cursed soul,
But I vow to you by the garden of angeles,
By the miraculous icon I vow
And by fiery passion of our nights -
I will never return to you.

ANNA AKHMATOVA