I'm really bothered by this, and the only thing I want to know is "what happened"? so I'll be able to move on as well.

(I don't want to use any slang at all because he's being a jerk, and I don't want the tone of this letter to sound nice at all so if there are any words in Turkish I can add in for an upset emphasis please let me know)
(thank you so much)

I personally like whichever skin color is natural for the person. Pale with light features, or dark with dark features, or in between - everyone can be beautiful in their own way

Geeta I wish you good luck with this..I'm glad someone finally helped you translate this letter. Personally I don't think anyone should have to ask a husband for permission to see a good friend, especially for such a short visit, but I understand you love your husband and don't want to make him angry. But yeah, just keep in mind you have your own rights too, and you have a right to keep friends. I hope this all works out for you ♥

be honest with me, how old are you really?

(Benimle dürüstü olmak, gerçekten kaç yaşındasınız? am i close?)

and.. One of your profiles says 35, one 36, and one 40.

(senin bir profil 35 söylüyor, bir 36, ve bir 40. ?)

sen ne diyorsun,sana olan sevgimi sana anlatamamışsam ve sana olan sevgime seni inandıramamışsam yazıklar olsun bana,seni ve geleceğini çok önemsiyorum çünkü seni çok seviyorum,sen benim hayatıma girdin ve hayatımın bir parçası oldun,ben daima seni ve geleceğini kendi çocuklarımınki gibi düşÃ¼nüyorum,çünkü seni çok önemsiyorum ve seviyorum,böyle düşÃ¼nmene çok üzüldüm,hem bu erkek arkadaşta ne oluyor anlayamadım